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my mind is bad

My mind is bad
Im sorry im this way
Bella i dont mean to be this way
Im sorry that im suicidal
I shall begin what must be herd
"I wanna die. Thers no point in me. Im worthless. Im a worthless bitch! I has no reason to have a soul. I deserve to die. What i have done bad must be put upon me to punish me. Im not needed. Not wanted. Has no purpose to live. Im hated by all. All i do is mess up. I was gonna make it big but has been shot down by everyone i tried to keep going but they pushed me down. So i couldnt keep going every time i got back up right back down i went. Ive cut and felt better. But one of my friends have said that im a waste of flesh. And he's right. So i dont need to live. Im a waste of space. Im fat. Ugly. Stupid. Never had a reason to live. Never had a reason to keep going. Dont i love someone? Yes! But he rejected me sooooos bad that i cant keep going. Then watch he will realize he loved me when im dead."
I must die
I must leave the world.
Good bye people i dont need to live
Im soooooo
Sorry Bella
Im sorry
I just cant keep going
Good bye world