Chapter 30

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Warning: Hard swearing and cutting
1 month later
Ally p.o.v
Tyler and I haven't been very good the last two weeks. We have been arguing about stuff and with stuff I mean that I don't know a shit of why we are fighting. Last night we had a really big one so I slept in the other room and right now I am standing in the kitchen drinking coffee. Now I hear footsteps.
"Do you need the coffee so you can keep on yelling at me"he grunts.
"Knock it of will ya"
"Me knock it of it's you who don't trust me"
Flashback
Tyler and Sarah are right now up on the stage for Teen choice awards and Nina Dobrev who has just won comes up. He kisses her cheek smiling. What the fuck!
Flashback over
"I do freaking trust you, but you're yelled at me for kissing Benedict on the cheek as a joke so stop being such a jealous shit head about it!
"Am I the bad one Ally huh cause if you haden't been a bitch and brought it up in the first place this would never had happend!
"Am I a bitch now it's you who is a complete dickhead about everything so would you shut up"I yell!
"But, if I would shut up then you can continue fucking Benedict or Jamie Blackley maybe cause obsiously having me is just for you image or maybe for the sex huh"
I see how angry he is now.
"I WISH I NEVER MET YOU TYLEE POSEY!

Now I feel a sting in my cheek making me jump into the wall. He slapped me.
"Ow my god Ally I'm so sorry"
"YOU HAVE NEVER LOVED ME ANYWAYS SO WE'RE DONE TYLER!

I  throw my ring of running out fast to my bike driving away with him yelling after me. Tears stream my eyes and I call Troye.
Hey sis
Troye where are you
Are you crying what's the matter?
Tyler and I broke up
WHAT ARE YOU KIDDING ME!
No, but can I stay with you
My apartment is under construction so I'm with mum right now
I'll be there
Tyler p.o.v
I slapped her. I slapped the person that means the most to me. We have broken up. We have been inlove with eachother our hole lifes and we just broke up.

I see something shiny on the floor. Ow my god she took her ring of. I cry and cry and cry. I go up to our bedroom looking at the picture of her on my nightstand.

Tears stream down my face as I lay down crying into the pillow. I start thinking about her. Her smoth legs arms everything. She cuted herself when she left cause she felt so bad and sad. I deserve to die after this I deserve to feel pain. I take out the extra razorblades. It's so cold and empty like my heart. Screw this. I snap it quick over my lower arm six times and it hurts so bad.
"I'm so sorry Ally"
I put some bandages over them and lay on our bed crying.
Ally p.o.v
Crying that is all I do crying. Mum isn't home, but fortunately Troye is.
"Alex it's gonna be okay"
"No it won't I can't live without him!
"I know, but what can I do?
"Nothing this is our fight"
His phone rings
"Troye here"
"Hey Troye could you come to the studio now?
It's his manager
"My sister is having a hard time"
"And your future is depending on you, not me"
"It's okay you can go"I sniffle.
"Fine I'll be there"
He hugs me and goes out. Looks like I'm all alone again. My body hurts so bad, my chest is on fire and my lungs are burning of all my crying. I go to the kitchen drawer and pick out a scissor. God it feels even worse than a razor blade.

My skin cracks as I drag the sharp object against it. Blood comes out and I look at my masterpiece. I have four or five cuts on my arm. I want to die I'm dying without him.
3rd person p.o.v
Tyler is laying on the bed crying into her pillow. It smells like her it reminds him of her. Ally is leaning against the cold stone wall in her mum's kitchen. Her hands are wet from all her tears so she wipes them of on her jeans. The thought of what they have done rushes through their heads.
Tyler p.o.v
Right now I am shit faced drunk. What else can I do it's not exactly that anyone will come and tell me anything.
"Hey Ty are you here" Dee yells.
I just continue drinking.
"Ow my god what has happend here?
There are beer bottles everywhere.
"It's time for some drinking bro it helps towards pain"
"What is going on and where is Ally?
"We broke up"I slure.
"Okay you are drunk so go lay down get some sleep and I'll check up with you tomorrow"
"Party blower"
I wingle up the stairs and lay on the bed instantly falling asleep
Ally p.o.v
"Alex sweetie it's food if you want some"mum smiles.
"No thank you, but thank you for letting me stay here"
"Alex you are my daughter of course and we are going to fix this okay"
She goes out and I cry even more thinking about Tyler. My phone beeps.
Hey um so I heard what happend and I just saw Tyler and he was shit faced drunk crying for you what happend?

We fought yelled he slapped me after I said that I wished that I never met him, threw my ring of and ran away

I'm worried about both of you don't make anything stupid please he needs you
He dosen't love me anymore

It's because of Nina that you guys where fighting

Yeah

Well it's childish doing that so fix it

I can't right now I am so depressed without him

Just do it soon
I lay down again wanting to die more than ever. Is suicide the best way. I shake the feeling of and try to get some sleep.
They broke up
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