No Love

Chapter 11

I sat there on the toilet seat waiting for the test to finish. I was so scared. "What does it say?" my father said standing at the door. "It's not done." I said staring at the ground. "Fuck. I can't believe this." He said shaking his head. "It's your fucking fault!" I said glaring at him. "Watch your language young lady!" he said pointing at me. "Make me. You did this to me.", I said sobbing. I couldn't stop crying. About five more minutes passed and I looked at the test on the sink. "It's positive", my voice cracked and my mouth went dry. "What?", he said looking at me with disbelief. "I'm fucking pregnant with my fathers baby." I said to the man I called a father. "We need to get rid of it." He said. "Obviously, I need to go to the hospital." I said, no longer crying. "I guess we should go then. Get some clothes on and we'll go."
He left me in the bathroom, sitting on the toilet. I removed my clothes and got into the shower and turned the water on. It was as hot as I could get it. I felt so disgusting and dirty. I hated him so much and I couldn't do a thing to get away. I finished my shower and put some clothes on. I walked out to the kitchen where he stood pacing the floor. "Are you ready to go?" He asked. "Yeah, I guess", I said simply.

I followed him out the front door and the fresh air hit me. It was so beautiful outside, I for once in my sad life, felt happy. Even though my life was falling apart slowly, I mean it wasn't great before. I got in his small car and put my seat belt on. I just looked out the window, and we didn't speak the entire ride. We arrived at the hospital, and he turned and looked at me. "Now you can not tell them how this happened. I swear to God Carly, I will shoot you dead." he said to me. "I won't, I promise." I said trying not to cry. 

"Okay, lets go in." he said getting out. I followed him through the automatic doors. The hospital had a smell I've never smelled before. It smelled so clean and new, if that makes any sense. We walked up to the front desk and the women greeted us nicely. "How can I help you two today?" she said sweetly. "Um, well do you guys give abortions here?" he asked grabbing him right arm with his left. "I believe we do, what is your name sweetheart?" she asked me with a warming smile. "It's, um, Carly." I stuttered. "Okay, Carly, I'll have a doctor see you soon. You two can have a seat while you wait." she said pointing to the chairs. We sat down and waited about 10 minutes and then a nurse came through a door and yelled my name. I got up and looked back at my "father." He glared at me and I knew why. I followed her back to a room where she took my weight and height. "You're so tiny." she said with a laugh. She walked me back to a room and I sat on a table. "A doctor will be with you soon." she said. I thanked her and she left.