Chapter 8

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I woke up from my sleep. It felt like my insides had been tore apart. I look out the window beside the bed and it was black. I was still naked and tied up. I was cold, hungry and in shock from what went down. I want to take a shower. I feel so dirty. I began crying. I decided to yell for my father to let me go.

"Dad!", i yelled. It was barely audible, my mouth was so dry from the lack of water. "Dad!", I yelled louder. He came into the room. "What?" he said annoyed. "Can you please let me go?", i said calmy. "Have you learned your lesson?" he asked with a smirk. "Yes, and I'm deeply sorry." I said lying through my teeth. "Okay" he said. He climbed onto the bed and untied my hands. I sat up and rubbed my wrist. My shoulders hurt from being in the same position for hours. I grabbed a blanket off of the floor and wrapped it around my body. I try standing but I would just fall back down. I gained some strength and stood up. I walked to my bathroom. I turned on the fosset to my bathtub. The water was steaming hot. I looked in my medicene cabinet and took out a bottle of sleeping pills. I dumped about ten in my hand and took them one by one. I looked around and found my trusty old blade. I have cut before, but I stopped. I had hoped things would of got better. Now, I need a relief from my asshole father. A dad doesn't rape their daughters. A father doesn't either, but I refuse to call him my dad.

I got into the bath tub, sat there staring at nothing. I had my blade in my hand. I looked down at it and began crying. There were so many things going through my mind. I looked at my wrist and there were scars. They brought back memories, bad ones. I put the blade to my rough skin. I took a deep breath and slid it across.

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