No Love

Chapter 6

~Carly's POV~

He undid his belt. "No, please don't!", I said. He pulled the belt from his belt holes. Then he drew back his arm and threw it back down with full force. I felt the leather belt against my skin, but I didn't care I just want to die. This is better than what I thought he was going to do.

Rape me.

My mother told me he probaly would. I'm scared of him. I wish the pain would stop. He kept hitting me in the sam exact spot. It stings, but I was used to the pain.

"Stupid ungreatful bitch! Now you know to do you're damn chores.", he said. I got up and limped to my bedroom. Then I went to my bathroom. I stripped down to nothing, turned on the water. It was steaming hot. I stepped in. The water flowed over my wounds . It hurt, but it numed my pain. I hate my life. I just want to leave this place.

I heard my bathroom door open. "Shit", I said silently. I still had shampoo in my hair. I heard rustling and then there was silence. The silence scared me the most.

Someone came into the shower with me. I turned around and screamed. It was my father. I tried covering my naked body. He was completely naked. "There is no need to cover your body", he said as he removed my hands from their place. I closed my eyes and tried imagining I was somewhere else.

He put his hand on my hips. Then he brought me closer to him. I bagan crying and whimpering. He shushed me to stop. Still, wet tears fell onto my cheeks. "Please, stop Daddy...", I pleaded. He let go. Then he got out, I was relieved. I felt so dirty. I sat in the corner of the bath tub, crying. I didn't want to get out. I stood up once the water began turning cold.

I opened my shower curtain. The cold hit me, sending cold chills down my body, I had goosebumps. I wrapped a towl around my wet body. Then I wrapped another around my hair. I walked to the mirror. I didn't want to look up, but I did. I saw myself wasting away.

~End of POV~