Phone vibrates and it caused me to wake up out me sleep now im irritated "Ugh Who Is Calling Me." I squinted my eyes to see it was Hakeem. I really dont wanna talk to him after what he said to me only a few days ago....
****Few Days Ago****
"Hakeem so what the fuck you saying?" Hakeem sucked his teeth.
"Listen I just really dont care for you anymore , I thought once we did it that it would save us but I was wrong."I am just shocked as we are standing outside my moms house after I just gave him my virginity. I look at him in disgust I instantly felt nauseous . I felt disgusted with myself to let him do this.
I chuckled " Okay so after 1 year and a half and I just gave you my virginity all of a sudden you dont care anymore? Make it make sense Keem."
Hakeem blew out smoke from his blunt. " Yeah Ren I said what the fuck I said. Baby you are a great girl I am just messing you up."
"At this point shut the fuck up! You sounding real stupid Hakeem! You fucking disgust me !".
"I'm letting you go you see I'm not shit! You need better." My face gets hot and I start crying walking closer to him.
"Oh please don't use that line on me ! You have been changing up on me for WEEKS now! And you're right you aren't shit!" I said as I am shoving my finger in his forehead making him stumble. He balances himself grabbing my arm and snatches me to him squeezing my arm so tight while he is staring at me .
"Ren shut the fuck up mane damn!" He says pushing me away.
I open my right hand and slapped him as hard as I could. Hakeem held his face looked at me clenched his jaw.
I stood there for a sec dragging the words out my mouth I was gonna say and I swallowed hard. I chuckled and went by his ear " You are dead to me." as I stepped back he looked at me like he couldn't believe I said that and I turned around to my door step and didnt look back walked it the house and locked the door behind me. Instantly sinking to the floor trying to catch my breath. I felt my heart broke into pieces I don't know how I'm going to recover from this.
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I stared at my phone screen and swiped to the red phone symbol. "Stick it out Lauren you said you was done this time." I went to his name and clicked block contact. Its time to start a new me and I knew that its not gonna be easy.
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