My Mothers Mistake

Chapter 5:

Hey guys, I couldn't get her to come back to the story... I guess I'm writing it alone..

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Louis POV:

Slowly I took a step towards him, then another and another until we were face to face.

His eyes grew wider and he didn't blink until I leaned forward and his eyes shot closed, tight.

"Open your eyes silly." I chuckled softly.

They fluttered open and he looked slightly scared.

I kissed his cheek lightly.

"It wasn't a mistake, but that doesn't mean I'm gay Harry... I want to be friends. Nothing more." I sighed when he frowned. "I'm sorry I took your first kiss, but it wasn't a mistake."

"What..?" He frowned in confusion. "That doesn't make sense."

"Harry, I don't regret kissing you, it wasn't a mistake, and I'm sorry I was so rude about it." I touched his cheek gently. "I really like you as a friend Harry."

"But Loui-"

"Look, we can be enemies and never speak again or you can agree that being just friends is fine." I told him.

"I w-want to be friends.. But I have feelings for you." He said.

"How? I'm a fucking ass and I am ugly as fuck." I groaned.

"Your not an ass... your troubled... your not ugly, your just hiding your beauty.." He whispered.

"I don't want to be beautiful." I rolled my eyes at his comment. "Friends or not?"

"Not." He stated. "Just tutor."

"Fine by me." I pulled my hand away, realizing I left it cupped on his cheek for so long.

(THE NEXT DAY:)

"Mum?" I sighed as I sat at the breakfast table.

"Yes?"

"He doesn't want to be my friend."

"I thought you didn't want to be his friend anyway Lou. You hurt him. It's your fault... why is this bothering you?" She asked but continued before I had the opportunity to answer her. "Do you think maybe you have feelings for this boy?"

"No!" I gagged. "I just wanted to know if it meant I had to go to therapy. Nevermind, bye."

"Have a good day at school!" She called as I hurried out the door.

I rolled my eyes annoyed.

When I got to school Harry was sitting underneath the large oak tree, reading a book.

Debating whether or not to say hi, I took small steps over to him.

I coughed lightly. "Hi."

"Oh hi Louis." He closed his book and smiled at me warmly. "Do you need some help with work?"

"No.. I just thought I'd say good morning s'all." I shrugged.

"Good morning Louis, have a pleasant day." He said, opening the book and sticking hairs nose in it.

I sighed and snatched the book looking at the page.

"Hey!" He whined and stood up, eyes wide.

I scanned the page. "No! Jimmy prostrated." I shouted.

He laughed at my mocking of the book.

"What is this anyway?" I asked handing it back.

"A book." He smiled sadly and put it in his backpack. "You should try reading it sometime. I think you'd like it."

"Nah, I'm not much of a reader."

"Well-"

"Yo fag! What are you doing? Trying to give Louis the gay disease?!" Nick growled.

"I-I-I.." Harry whimpered taking a step back, his backside hitting the tree.

"Leave." I said.

"Ya, leave fag." Nick chuckled.

I turned to Nick. "I was talking to you dick head."

"What?"

"Go. Away." I spat. "Harrys my friend, leave him alone."

"Your kidding right?" He laughed.

"No, no, no I'm not." I told him, shaking my head.

"You need help man." He rolled his eyes and walked away.

"You didn't h-have to do that." Harry mumbled, pushing his glasses up his nose. "I'm your tutor, not y-your friend."

"I don't care, I'm not letting them hurt you Harry." I told him.

"Why? You don't like me." He started loud but it faded into a whisper. "Not the way I w-want you to.."

"Harry." I sighed. "Come on, were ditching again."

"No." He shook his head and began walking away.

I stood there and watched him walk away for a minute, until he was halfway to the school and then I realized I couldn't just let him walk away.

"Harry!" I shouted. "Wait!"

He looked at me and walked backwards towards the school.

"What do y-you want?"

I ran over to him and stopped him from walking anymore.

"Ditch with me." I rested my hands on his neck and soothingly rubbed my thumbs over his skin. "Please..?"

"W-w-why?"

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A/n: so she quit for good.,. it's just me. I'll update more often I promise, I've just been sick and busy.

Love you guys, xx