Kylo Ren One Shots

This World Is Ugly

A/N: This is a song fix! Which means that you should listen to the song above while reading!

I do not own this song or Mike Way's jaw line! Also here's a shout out to all my killjoys out there!

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Kylo rarely opened up to you and now you found him yet again sparking out his lightsaber and distorting a control panel. You hated seeing him like this all alone and you had to do something.

These are the eyes and the lies of the taken

You walked up to the enraged man who was distroying everything.

These are their hearts but their hearts don't beat like ours

You could hear his mechanical screams through the mask. He needed help but no one would offer it to him. But you have the strength.

They burn 'cause they are all afraid, for every one of us

It seemed as though every time that you saw that man he was always in pain or having some sort of hissy fit

There's an army of them, but you'll never fight alone

But you didn't care to step back and wait until he was finsihed like all the other storm troopers all around, "Sir, are you alright?" He finally stopped at first hearing your voice. He looked over at you with the mask only hiding his reaction.

"Get away from me (Y/N)," His voice was ruff and he had trouble speaking to you since he was nearly out of breath.

Cuz I wanted you to know

"I'm not going anywere. I'm here to help you," He finally turned fully towards you and your heart melted as soon as you felt his grip on your mind until it suddenly stopped.

That this world is ugly

"You have feelings towards me?!" He was almost unsure of what he was hearing, "Don't you? That's why you are here! Just to mock me like this!"

But your beautiful to me

"No sir I wouldin't dare to such things to you. I want to help you and I don't care to be pushed away like that!" Kylo had to admit that he admired hoe daring you were to speak to him like that, let alone yell.

Well are you think of me, now?

"Are you aware of what I am?! Do you know that I could kill you without even looking at you?!" But you didin't care.

"You are only human and you don't deserve to bottle up your emotions like this and take it out on the world

These are the nights of the lights that we fade in

I love you," He slowly took off that damn mask and dropped it on the floor. His face was red and his eyes were over flooded with tears.

These are the words, but the words aren't coming out

"Come here," You said opening your arms wide open taking the chance that could mean your life. But to your supprise he took it. His arms wrapped around your small figure and he rested his head onto your neck. "It's alright. You are not a monster,"

They burn 'cause they are hard to sayfor every failing sun, there's a morning after through the empty when you go

He didin't say anything. It wasin't like he choose to ignore you, it was that all of this was highly inappropriate and just saying something would make it worse. "I don't see a monster," You said.

I just wanted you to know

He pulled back from your arms as soon as you touched him back. But then again he pulled you closer into his arms, acting unsure

That this world is ugly,

He brought you closer until your lips conected. Then he slowly cupped your cheeks and deepened the kiss.

But your beautiful to me

Your heart was singing from all the emotion in the kiss until you heard the same noice from before and a sharp pain from your heart.

Are you thinking of me? Like I'm thinking of you?

You let your guard down to give him just enough time to impale you with his light saber. As soon as you knee what he had done he pulled away from you and wisperd, "If only what you said were true,"

I would say that I'm sorry though, though I really need to go

He let you go onto the floor and your eyes slowly closed when you witnessed what he truly was.

'The end