Winggirl and Wingbi

The Ones I Lost,The Ones I Loved and The One(s) I'm still looking For

Okay so in this chapter Isabelle and I will be discussing our our stances on love and people we have crushed on or are crushing on....
Enjoy!

Teddy
So I'm going to start off with why I have been single for so long and my reasons behind it,even though I don't need a reason to be single,after all it's my life.
But anyways,I'm single because I don't want to waste my time or energy on somone who Is just okay.I have a very busy lifestyle trying to make it in this world and whatnot and I need sombody who I can connect with.Sombody who I have chemistry with.In my mind it is worse to be with somone you dont love then to be single.It's not fair on the person you're dating and its not fair on you.If you are going to engage in any relationship with somone it should be with somone who makes fireworks explode in you made of nothing but happiness.You should be with somone who takes the time to love you an never sees it as a burden,someone you can grow and learn with.The right person will let you flourish without ever trying to trap you.That said,you must be able to do the same for them.
That is why I'm single.I can't stand being asked out by people who treat relationships like a joke because it's not.If somone opens their heart to you to better respect that even if you don't reciprocate the feelings because messing with somones heart is not okay.Its not fucking okay.
Heh.Alright now that I got the heart wrenching part out of the way,lets get a little childish and talk about all the pretty people we're crushing on.Despite what I said in the previous paragrapgh I can be very superficial and can get very infatuated with a person at first sight.As you heard in the previous chapter I had/have a crush on my music teacher...and my singing teacher and let me tell you they are both drop dead gorgeous,well y'know to me.Beauty is in the ey of the beholder after all.
For some reason I never really get crushes on people my own age,I'm not really sure why that is-if you are a psycologist reading this please explain it to me.
As for celebrities,where do I begin.I'll list all of them starting with guys and then I'll move on to the girls so:
Dominic Cooper-Sky in Mamma Mia
Sam Claflin-Finnick in The Hunger Games
Jeremy Jordan -Broadway Actor
Matthew Daddario-kind of but I know Izzy likes him too so I'm not too bothered.
And now for the girls:
Dianna Agron-Quinn on Glee
Natalie Dormer-Margery on GOT
Dodie Clark (doddleoddle on youtube,she recently came out as bisexual too and shes not that much older then me so now i feel like I have a chance.Sigh.)
Erin Richards-Barbara Keane on Gotham.
As for fictional characters its mostly the crazy characters in things.For example my batman universe crush is Harley Quinn and in the glee universe its Quinn Fabray.
Got all that? Cool.Now its time for Isabelles part!

Isabelle
As a child I had, an interesting concept on life and love, mainly because I was just one big mess of atoms and emotions.
The amount of crushes I have had is countless, and all my friends will laugh at this line, due to the fact that I never tell them when I like someone until I finish liking them.
I am honestly the worst person at crushes etc... and that may send humorous and/or confusing but to me it is the daily fact of my life. I'm just terrible at them. Which is just ironic seeing as I am the most subtly romantic yet hating big romantic gestures yet loves to read and see them, hopelessly romantic person there is. I'm pretty sure that sentence is still English.
So onto the topic of the guys who could've had my heart. In Primary School it is inevitable to at least think you like every guy in the school throughout your eight years there. My selection was poor at times but that didn't stop me.
By the end of sixth class I had probably liked all the guys in my class bar one and at least a dozen of the older guys who had left the school.
But now, when I am practically half way through secondary school I realise back then I had a very different idea of a crush. I was such a silly little bunch of hormones.
Secondary school has a better range of guys to say the least. Although if just a few more could grow past the five foot ten mark that would be great.
So, why, if I'm such a hopeless romantic and have liked so many guys have I never been kissed and everything that goes with that. I like to think my sarcasm is off putting for some of them, and that my height does the rest for the others. Maybe it's due to my hatred of tea or just my general unwillingness to kiss every second guy I see. Who knows?
It may also be due to the fact that I am terrible with talking about this stuff with my friends. And by that I mean, I give them all the relationship advice, what to say, do and so on, but can't apply it to my life for the fear they don't like me back.
In the respects of love, I can be a coward, and in the respects of love I can be fearless.
I love to give the advice, because I love seeing people in love. I love that no matter what goes on in this world, people still love and so I want to create more. Why can't I take my own advice? It depends on the advice? I can do flirting, and if I really wanted to, I could play the girl that just leads guys on. But, unless I knew the person for a while, or was sick of being in the friend zone, I couldn't/wouldn't go up and tell them I like them.
As for what I know on Teddy's love life? Not very much, she's bi, which makes spotting possible ships even better. She had a thing for our music teacher, which was interesting to talk about to say the least and now I only have a vague image of who she likes.
For the rest of my friend's love's and losses, I just ship everything until something sticks. They find it incredibly annoying, I find it humorous. Until they try to do the same to me. In which case my go to line is, he isn't tall enough. Okay maybe that's another contributing factor to the lack of possible boyfriends. And usually he is tall enough, but when they get going on shipping me, it's a nightmare to be within the same county as them, let alone classroom.
However, my holidays away are coming soon, so if I find a solid ten there, I will force teddy and I to write another chapter on the hopelessness of our love lives. Until next week, Isabella is going back to sleep.
Yes, I sleep for a week straight and only wake for an hour to write this.
Lol, I love sarcasm.
That's it, that's why I have no boyfriend. My sarcasm is the only thing which can ever fully claim my heart. Well that's it sorted, I'm going to be a crazy sarcastic cat lady.