Random Thoughts

Views From A Broken Heart

From the title you can tell I'm about to go all emotional on you but I'll try my best not to make this too emotional.

At a point in every teens life comes this perception of love for someone and I for example just went through that traumatic experience and trust me when I tell u its one painful situation I don't want any of my kids to go through especially not the way I went through it.

So there was this girl I met on  whatsapp and she was one fine girl... Anyways we started vibing and I'm kinda good with my vibes because of my little sister who is always watching some stupid tele-novella and I  have to vibe her to get the remote and watch something better.

Where was I? Oh yeah the fine girl. So we got to know each other well and she liked almost everything I liked and I was thinking she was the perfect girl for me until she broke my heart by telling me she had a  boyfriend.
I reassured myself with the thought of her wanting me to take things slow.
I got to know her through her cousin and I'm that close to her cousin so I told her how I felt about her cousin and she was excited about me liking her cousin and even gave me a boost to get the the girl.
Everything was going on smoothly to me because things between us had gotten to the point where she could tell me about boys who were hitting on her and all that. I knew her more than any girl I know except my sisters.

A few days after confessing to her cousin about my feelings for her, her cousin told me about the girl's plans to get married to her boyfriend.

I then realized what a fool I'd been but I wasn't ready to go down without a fight so I tried my best to keep her close but after a while she grew distant and didn't want to talk to me like before.
I was more than hurt but I couldn't do anything about it so I tried my best to get things back to how it used to be at least but she seemed to shut me out completely.
I went into my own mental rehab to forget about her and trust me it wasn't easy at all.

I guess it serves me right for wearing my heart on my sleeves. I doubt I'll even be able to love the way I used to cause I'll just end up hurting my self.

And to any guy who reads this...
Be careful of who you think you love.  Know where a relationship is heading before you get emotionally involved and to the girls please let us guys know our status in your life especially when you think you're in love with someone else