True Love? Behind Bars

bad past not much better future

After are little moment in the court yard I couldn't help it. I was trying not to say anything. But I really wanted to be near him.

Damn is this love? What am I talking about I don't fall in love. I'm the player.

But being with Ryan makes me feel so happy.

But happiness is just happiness it doesn't have to mean anything.

On the other hand... he's super hot.

But looks aren't all.

He gets me.

Nothing to debate on there.

He walked in soon after and snapped me out of my thoughts.

"Hey I used your tooth brush hope you don't mind." He said. "Your joking right?" I asked not liking his answer. "Nope can't find mine so I had to ask for another one." He said.

"Aww come on that's just sick." He said. "You know what the inside of my-" I cut him off. "I don't care that's sick dude you use my toothbrush but I want your new one." I said.

"Come on babe." He begged. "Nope give me." I demanded. "Ok for a price." He said smirking. "What price?" I asked. "I'll think." He said then added. "You sleep in my bed with me from this day forward." He said.

"Easy, done now hand it over." I demanded and he gave me the brush along with stealing a kiss. "You look so cute when your mad." He added before he grabbing my hand and pulling me out.

In yard

"Come on! The light hurts my eyes." I complained. "You need fresh air." He said back. "Why I don't feel good." I whined. This shut him up as be turned around to face me.

"Why? What's wrong?" He asked really worried. "My head and stomach hurt and I think my nose is stuffed." I said. He then felt my forehead. "Babe I think you've got a cold." He said pulling me closer.

"You sure you still wanna kiss me and sleep with me?" I asked. "Wouldn't trade it for the world." He said kissing my forehead. "Even if it means getting sick?" I asked. "Even if it means getting sick." He restated making me smile.

Back at cell

We were just cuddling in each others arms probably lost in thought. "Hey since you know pretty much everything about me." I said giving him time to give me a "I'm sorry sorta smile."

"Yeah?" He asked. "Can I know more about you?" I asked. "Well what would you like to know?" He asked.

"Anything." I said playing with his shirt. "Well my favorite color is blue my parents both died when I was ten... I love art... hate jail and that's pretty much it." He said.

"I'm sorry about your parents." I whispered realizing just how much we had in common. The thought making me smile. "I'm sorry." I suddenly said letting the tears fall down my face as we both sat up.

"Hey hey shh it's not your fault." He said wiping the tears off my face. "I guess we both have bad pasts huh." I said making him chuckle. "Well let's make our futures better." He said. "Ok." I agreed kissing him.

"Oh hey Jesse?" He asked. "Yea?" I also asked. "I forgot to tell you one thing." He started then adding. "I know your known as the player but I see the way you look at me and I don't know if its to soon but I know how I feel." He said completely sure.

"And how do you feel?" I then asked. "i-i love you." He told me.

And right then and there my horrible past just kinda escaped. Even if it were just for a moment. I knew how I felt too. "It's not to soon because I love you too." I said looking him in the eye.

We both just smiled and stared at each other for the longest time.

It was quite peaceful. Definitely love, although I just wish it were out of these Walls.

At this rate I would escape for this boy. I'm not quite sure how that happened. Or where these feelings came from. But they're right about one thing. Whoever "they" are. Some times love just sneaks up on you. And surprises you. Guess fate just likes to see your reaction.