Jamie's POV
I woke up to my ever so annoying alarm clock. Ahhhhh another day of school. Did I ever mention that I hate it? Well I'm telling you right now, I hate school. I literally dragged myself out of bed, and into the shower. When I was done I grabbed my robe and tied it around myself. I brushed and blow dried it. Then I straightened it. I then picked an owl shirt that said "Owl party all night". Then black shorts with a patch of a tribal print, and finally so black vans. I then got my bag and headed downstairs for breakfast. I had scrambled eggs and bacon, and headed toward MY car. That's right, I got a car. It was a white Ferrari, and my dad got it for me cause he didn't like how I always use his car. I grabbed my keys and headed toward school. Of course I play my jams. When I arrived at school, I noticed Justin with his group. I didn't know what to do because I still don't have a lot of friends. I got out of my car and hoped Justin wouldn't see me. Luckily he didn't. I hurried to my locker and into first period. Finally the class bell rang, and students started piling in. I turned in Justin and I's song and put it on Mr. Hamptons desk. I went and sat back down in my seat, and a shadow appeared over me. "Hey. where we're you this morning?" Justin asked. "Oh I had to get something from the library." I lied. I couldn't say I was avoiding his group, that would be totally obnoxious of me. "Oh okay. Well can you eat with me at lunch with my group. I kind of miss talking to Ryan and Chaz." He asked. "You know what it's fine. I think I'm just going to sit by the trees and listen to music." I said. "Are you sure?" Justin asked unsure. "Yeah it's fine." I said with a forced smile. "You know you're beautiful when you smile right?" He said. "Awe thank you." I said.
~Lunch Time~
Okay it's lunch. Time to go under that beautiful tree to listen to music. I walked over there, got my iPod and music book, and started listening to music. I get a lot of inspiration when it's just me alone and music. I started writing and writing till I actually had a song.
I stare at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself
Losing my mind on a tiny error
I nearly left the real me on the shelf
No no no no no
Don't lose who you are
In the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving
Dreaming is believing
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard
To follow your heart
But tears don't mean your losing
Everybody's bruising
Just be true to who you are
Brushing my hair do I look perfect
I forgot what to do fit the mold
The more I try the less it's working
Cause everything inside me screams
No no no no no no no oh oh
Don't lose who you are
In blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving
Dreaming is believing
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard
To follow your heart
But tears don't mean your losing
Everybody's bruising
There's noting wrong with who you are
When I looked over the song, u felt like my regular self again. Just making music, under a tree. The song basically was about how I used to cut myself because of the bullying and how I looked. I felt something was wrong with me, and that's why they were bullying me. It got really bad that I would cut. Luckily Isabelle was there and found out. She made me stop, and I've never felt so proud of myself. I got lost in my thought that the lunch bell had rung, and I was going to be late. Oh shoot.
Heyyy guys so a new chappie! I just checked and 143 reads already?! I was so happy! So there was a little confession from Jamie, and the song is called Who You Are by the amazing Jessie J. Thanks so much for reading guys. Please vote and share with your friends. Byeee!
