Mark of Cain(ManxMan) Book 1 in the Divine Love Trilogy

Chapter Four: Without

Samandriel's P.O.V (A.K.A. SAM)

WARNING SOME ADULT STUFF IS GONNA HAPPEN. THAT IS ALL.

"Marius will be so happy" I thought to myself. I had just finished rewritting The Mark of Cain Cruse. Marius asked me if there was a way we could be together forever. Seeing as I am a sorcerer, I'm immortal. Marius is human with a very short lifespan. I found away for us to be together forever.

I took one of the darkest curses and made it pure. It will call on the Gods to grant immortality to my true mate. I know in my heart that Marius is my true mate so it will be easy.

He is waiting for me at my home. I walk through the front door, closing it behind me.

" p-please s-stop" I hear a faint whisper. Confused I began to walk through the small living room to my alter room. It was dimly lit, but thete was enough light that I could a dark form huddled on the floor. I stood in the doorway for what seemed like forever before it dawned on me what I was seeing.

Slowly the vampire turned to face me. My mates blood running dowmn his chin and neck. The strange tingling I felt in my heart when I looked into his blue-voilet eyes stilled me for a moment. Then the shock of Marius's dead eyes staring at me ripped all feelings from me.

"What have you done!"

The vampire scrambled away from Marius's body. I rushed to him knowing I could do to save him. His soul had already fled to the afterlife. He was.......gone. I couldn't breath. The breathe in my lungs refused to be expelled. My heart clenched into a ball. He's gone! No! Gods No! I was sucked into some sort of swirling nightmare vortex of agony. I stared down at Marius's body in disbelife.

The sound of shuffling brought me out of that vortex. I turned to see the vampire atempting to say something to me. A rush of my power slammed him into the stone wall. A new feeling engulfed me. Hate was what I felt. Pure, unrelenting hate. I raised my hands to the heavens gathering all my power to kill him. Suddenly the curse entered my mind.

"I curse you vampire!" The words bubbled from my lips to the heavens. A dark cloud of black smoke swirled around me. Lightning shot out from my finger tips sparking life within the cloud. It pulsed and burned around me before smothering the vampire. I felt it etch onto his skin. the way it burned his flesh. Confusion crossed my mind briefly.  I shouldn't be able to feel anything. His pain built in me. Gods it hurt so much.

" So say the heavens, so shall it be!"

As I completed the curse, a sharp pain ripped through my chest. It felt as if my soul was being torn apart. The weight of the curse rebounded from the vampire to me.

Them everything went black.

I awoke from that nightmare every night for the past thousand years. It never changes. Since that day I  have been reclusive. I withdrew from the world. Nothing seemed to matter to me since Marius died. I pulled the covers back and climbed out of bed. I walked into my kitchen to grab a glass so I could conjure some water to drink. I placed my hand over my glass and using the smallest amoute of power, I will the water molecules in the air to condence and fill the glass. With that done, I looked around my kitchen. It was a big, wrap-around space with black marble counter tops. I had all the latest appliences all in silver to contrast the black. I really didn't need these modern conviences but I like to do things the old fashion way. Marius taught me the beauty in doing things by hand.

" Marius"

My heart still ached to this day at the mere thought of his name. I turned and walked into my living room willing the candles into being and lit them.  I sat down on my soft black leather sofa. Looking at the clock I groaned because its three in the morning.  I sat there in the dim light thinking of Marius when the vampire crossed my mind. At that moment, my body began to tingle and ache. My manhood stiffend and throbbed painfully. The cool air breezed across the tip and I all but climaxed from it.

I had to release this pain in my manhood. I wrapped my hand around it and began to stroke it fast. All I could see in my minds eye was the vampire. His vivd, unreal eyes. They way his lucious black hair fell across his face. The soft pout of his lips. Gods his lips. I can almost feel them on me now. I pump even faster as i feel my release comming.

"Ahhhhhhhhh! Ahhhh! Gods! "

Pure bliss seeped into every fiber of my being as I erupted all over my arms and chest. The vampire's face still in my mind. Slowly I regained my breath. I was reaching for some kleenex on the nightstand when the guilt hit me. I just jerked off to my mayes killer! What the hell is wrong with me! Tears spilled from my eyes as a collapsed to the floor.

A fierce wind began to blow in my apartment as my emotions and powers went unchecked. Red smoke swirled around me and hidious Marius shapes took form. The demons of my heart tormented me.

"You didn't love me!" They said.

"How could you do that with him in your mind! You want him inside you! I can see it! I'm rotting in hell and this is what You do to remember me?" They scream their insults at me. I deserve it.  Everyword they spoke was cutting and hurtful. I deserved them everytime it happens.

I lie on the floor crying and screaming out my remorse. This is the last time. I'm going to find that vampire and kill him.

A/N: SOOOOO THIS IS ANOTHER CHAPTER. I JUST WANTED TO INTRODUCE SAMANDRIEL.  ALSO I WILL TRY AND UPLOAD A CHAPTER A DAY THIS WEEK SOO STAY TUNED MY LOVLIES. OH AND SORRY FOR ANY MISTAKES.

WICKED OUT********