The Secret

I can't stop thinking about you

I woke up and looked around me. I was in Ryders living room. Ryder. I said loud enough for him to hear me. I went upstairs and saw a note

Angelie

If your reading this I'm already gone. I've moved somewhere eles to get my mind off of things. I'm sorry I just don't wanna go through this so this is a good time for us to split apart. Love you.

Ryder

I bit my lip out of anger. I crumbled the paper and threw it. Everytime I let my feelings control me someone always runs away. I grabbed my things and went back home. Once I got there the door was already unlocked. Mom! I yelled. Shut up I'm trying to sleep! Mom yelled back. I went upstairs and opened the door I gasped. What are doing who is that man? I asked sternly.

My boyfriend now leave! She pointed out the door. I looked around the room. Beer bottles and vodka bottles were everywhere. Your sick mom. I said and slammed the door. I went back to my room and forgot I left my phone here. I checked.....101 new messages from amaya. Except one was a unknown number I looked at it.

Unknown person: if you want to see Ryder again meet me at the park at 12 sharp.

Me: fuck ryder

Up (unknown person): really so you don't mind if I kill him?

Me: I fucking don't care do me a favor and fuck yourself k?

Up: ok if you don't come to the park today at 12 I will remove one of his fingers.

Me: ohh I'm scared

Up: come over!

Me: bitch I can text you all day.

Up: I'm getting tired of you!

Me: then go to sleep bitch.

I turned my phone off so I won't get that message again. On the inside my feelings for ryder never changed. But my mind is just like he's bad and he killed my sister. Usually I let my mind control me. Ryder killed my sister.

Ryder loves you. He killed my sister. You have feelings for him. Fuck you I do whatever the fuck I please. I went downstairs and saw that man my mom was in bed with. I slowly went in the kitchen. Hello. He said. I ignored him. Hello. He said a little louder. He slammed something down and came at me.

I quickly ducked before he punched me in the face. I kicked him in the stomach and ran upstairs and into mom's room. The man came upstairs and pointed a gun at me and mom. Get on the floor! He screamed. We did as told. He came towards my mom and hit her with the gun. HEY STOP YOU PRICK. I screamed. He looked at me and smirked. Get up. He demaned.

He grabbed my hair and dragged me in my room. Turn around. I did as told.i turned my head and I could see him getting a whip. Oh, jesus.

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I had bruises everywhere. I couldn't think about anything but my mom and ryder. His fingers are probably getting cut off. I began to cry silently. I miss you iris. I whispered. If only I stopped her from going to that fucking party.

2 months later

Turns out mom's boyfriend is named Richard what a fuckboy name. I always peek through my mom's door he's always making her do threesomes and spank her or make her strip.

I've been really depressed. I don't go to school. Everyday I think about how everything is my fault. I cried my self to sleep. As I was about to dose off I hear a loud boom. I get up and run to my mom's room. Her dressers fallin and mom has a bleeding forehead, she's knocked out on the bed.

What did you do. I yelled. Richard runs up to me and slaps me. I run downstairs he chases me. I grab a knife and point at him just like iris. Just thinking about this made me weak. But I'd do anything to help my family. I charged at him. Richard grabbed my left hand and I stabbed him with my right straight I in the heart.

He immediately fell down. I called 911. I ran upstairs and looked at mom i could see the color draining from her face. I began to cry. And started to think.

Why me?

OK guys this is a deep chapter like I reread this and I'm like what the fuck this is really deep shit. Anyway please vote and comment . Till the next!

Cherry cola