(A week later after the incedent)
Vivica P.O.V
After that day all Adarius and my mom kept saying was sorry, I just wanted them to all shut up about it. Adarius got rid of the body somehow making it look like he committed suicide, so the cops dropped and closed the case.
Everynight now since its happend I wake up sweating and crying, I feel bad because i know Adarius hears me, he just doesnt say anything. Im a complete zombie now. I walk around the house all day gloomy. I don't want to eat anything, talk to anyone, or even look at them.
I had to return back to school. Unfortunately the counselor knows about it damn bitch wont leave me alone, she keeps begging me to come see her.
I was sitting at lunch by myself listening to some Kelly Rowland songs till I felt a tap on my shoulder. I saw my bestfriend Kasandra breathing over my shoulder. "What is it Kasandra?" I asked frustrated by her presences. "Damn girl, you woke up on the wrong side the bed!" I smacked my lips "YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE FUCK HAPPEND TO ME TWO WEEKS AGO!" She stared at me shocked as well as the whole lunch room. "Vivica? I'm sorry, I've been trying to get ahold of you for two weeks, you wont text me or pick up my calls! How am I suppose to know when you wont tell me!" I stood up and stomped off to the bathroom.
She is my bestfriend, she should just know what is wrong with me off tops! She should just see it in my eyes! She should just see all the hurt I have in me! I splashed some cold water on my face to keep my self from crying, I looked up at myself in the mirror, instead of seeing a young beautiful bubbly girl, all I saw was a fearful, young lady.
"Vivica?" I turned my body around to see Kasandra walking towards me, I quickly snapped up ready to walk out. "VIVICA DAMNIT TELL ME WHY YOU ACTING LIKE A LITTLE BITCH!!" I glared at her now "FUCK YOU KASANDRA! AIN'T NOBODY A LITTLE BITCH YOU LUCKY YOU MY BEST-FRIEND OR I WOULD HAVE BEAT YOUR ASS!" She shoved me back "VIVICA STOP FUCKING BITCHING AND TELL ME SO I CAN HELP YOUR DUMB ASS!" I balled up my fists, I don't want to hit my best-friend; but she really asking for it! "Just tell me please Vivica!" Her voice turned from angry to sad, and concerned, which calmed me down a little more. That's when I could feel the tears balling up.
She pulled me into a hug "Vivica whats wrong?" I couldn't get anything out but tears, I needed this I have been holding it in for so long.
When I finally pulled myself together I told her what happened and how Adarius was living with us now, she was so sad what had happened, but than was talking about how she need her some adarius dick, which made me laugh. The bell rang and we went to are next class.
After school I was on my way to walk home till I heard my name being called, I turned to see Adarius by his 2012 all white Audi "COME HERE LIL MAMA YOU NOT WALKING, NOW HURRY UP!" I rolled my eyes, and started walking my way to his car, than I heard another voice calling me, of course it was Kasandra! "Vivica, can I get a ride?" I looked at her like she was crazy, because I know damn well her parents always come and get her! She glared at me to let me know what was up, "yeah I don't care hop in the front" She cheesed all big "thank you so much!" As we all got in Kasandra started striking conversations with Adarius, "Hey so...whats your name? I always see you in the hood, but I don't know your name still" I rolled my eyes, this bitch is to foolish. Adarius laughed and told her his name "Awh..That's a sexy name!" She leaned closer towards his body "So...do you got a girl or anything?" I looked in the rear view mirror where both are eyes met causing me to put my head down. "Nawh I ain't got no girl, but I got someone I am already trying to get!" She sighed "so I suppose you aren't looking than that means?" He looked her dead in her eyes "Yeah, that's exactly what it means" I was shocked I wonder who this girl is? He never brought no girls to my mama house.
Once we dropped Kasandra off she tried one more time to get his number, I just rolled my eyes and laughed, she was looking so desperate! I stayed in the back seat till we got to my mama house. I got out and went straight to my room laying on my bed.
"Knock, knock" I got up to open my door, "who is it?" "It's me lil mama, can we talk?" I opened the door to let him in.
"Sooooo....what you wanted to talk about?" he grabbed my hand, causing me to pull away from him in confusion. "Listen lil mama, It's been hurting me so bad to know that you almost got hurt and I wasn't even here to save you!" I was completely speechless. Why is he telling me this? "Okay?" I sat on my bed now because what he was saying wasn't really processing through my head. "Lil mama remember when I said I was trying to get some other girl?" he started walking towards my bed and sat next to me, "I was talking about you" he leaned in closer to me kissing my lips.
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