everyone around me
asks for different things.
im so many different people;
im kind, im rude
im generous, im selfish
all depending on who im with
who they want me to be.
the different sides of myself clash
they fight to be the real me.
the real me isn't something I let people see;
I hide it from everyone and put up a wall.
every day my walls get higher.
but will they become so tall that they are unstable?
all I can do is wait for that inevitable moment
when my walls I've worked to build
come crashing down around me.
