i know im alone too often.
i have too much time to think
to doubt
to worry
to wonder.
the 'what if's and the 'could have been's
run through my head
regrets and thoughts about past mistakes
the knowledge that i can't change what i've done
the knowledge that i might hurt someone
they'd never look at me the same
if they knew the true me.
what i think,
what i do when no one is watching.
maybe when they find out,
it will set me free.
no more hiding
no more lying.
everything out in the open.
the truth is scary.
but the truth will set you free.
