Chapter 2

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"Tori! Dinners ready, come down here and eat." My mom called to me from downstairs.
I'm not hungry, I thought to myself,but it wasn't true, I was starving I wanted to eat so badly but like Alexis said,I'm huge. I walked downstairs fixed a small plate of food and went back to my room. All I ate was a few pieces of my chicken and a spoon of peas. I then got up and threw the rest of my food away and brushed my teeth. Crawling back into bed I pulled my lap top out from my blankets and typed "thinspo" into the search engine. Scrolling through the images my self esteem got even lower and lower but I was able to set goals.
When my clock showed 12:26 I closed my lap top, turned off my lamp and rolled over. Before closing my eyes and falling asleep I felt my stomach growling but I thought to myself that I can't eat so much damn food if I don't want to be so fat. So that's what I did, I went to bed hungry.

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