*laurens POV*
"I love you" I think I heard camila mumbled as I pulled away. "What?" I asked. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to- " she said and ran away. I groaned "stupid" I mumbled and buried my face in my hands. I sighted and kicked the basket. I groaned in frustration and walked home in the rain. I pulled my hood up and began to walk soon I was crying. "Hey" I heard I wiped my tears quickly and looked to my side. "Camz" I said. "Sorry about what happened back there" she said. I looked down. "Look I know I was stupid I have a boyfriend and well you're you and I'm me" she said. "It's not that camz I mean you're amazing but it's the fact that you just leave" I said placing my hands in my pockets. "I'm sorry" she said.
"Camz why?" I paused. "Why are you with him?" I asked.
"Because I love him" she said.
"No you don't camz I know you don't" I said.
"You can't know what I feel because you're not me" she said.
"But I know that the love you feel for him is not real" I said.
"Than what is?" she asked.
"This" I said. I cupped her face and connected our lips she placed her hands on my hips. I pulled away, "camila don't lie to the both of us" I said and grabbed her hands.
"Lo, I can't just it's hard" she said. "I know it is baby girl but we can get through this together....but you just have to let us be together" I said.
"Just give me time" she said I looked Down and let go of her hand. "Right" I mumbled. She brought her warm hands up to my cheeks that where freezing cold. "I'm not telling you no lo I'm asking you for time" she said. I looked at her straight in the eyes. "Promise you won't forget me while you're taking your time?" I asked. She kissed me again "promise" she said and pulled away. "Give me until the day after prom I'll have my answer by then" she said. I nodded she smiled and hugged me I wrapped my arms around her tiny body. "C'mon lets get you home I don't want you to get sick" I said. I took off my hoodie and placed it around her. "You're soo original Lauren as always oh look there's a poodle better take your shirt off and place it there so I can cross" she said I rolled my eyes. "hey I won't complain if you take it off" she said biting her lip. "Wow cabello I think that Nutella has gone to your head" I said. "Maybe" she said and winked.
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"Alright see you tomorrow camzi" I said and kissed her cheek. She smiled and walked inside. I bit my lip and walked next door,my house. "Where were you little slut" my dad yelled. "I had to do lend a friend a book so I went to their house" I kinda lied. "Was this a girl your girlfriend Lauren!" my dad shouted. "No dad" I said. "I don't get it one day your my father and the other day you're a monster" I said with teary eyes my voice cracking. "You want go cry I'll give you something to cry about" he said and slapped me. Tears started to stream down my face.
"Slut" slap
"Dyke" slap
"Worthless" slap
"Piece of shit" slap
"Die" slap.
When he stopped my face burned and blood was coming out of my mouth. "Mike I made you your dinner come eat" my mother called my dad from the kitchen. He spit in my face and a walked to the kitchen. I ran upstairs and inside my room I walked to the bathroom and cleaned my face i couldn't stop crying I showered and changed into my pjs. Still I couldn't stop crying. I grabbed my phone.
"Yello?"
"c-camz I n-need you" I said my voice cracking.
"Baby I'll be right there"
"Okay through the window there a ladder" I said.
"Okay be right there" she said and hung up. I placed my phone on the night stand and laid in bed under my covers. Waiting for camz to get here and make everything better.
