10 years has passed, me and mingyu are still maintaining our relationship. Isn't that an achievement? Well now both of us have finished our university and now we are working. We are busy on our own. Even sometimes i didn't feel like having a boyfriend. He like to go to the other country for his work.
To be very honest, i still love him very much but i think whats the point of maintaining our relationship? We rarely talk,call and go on a date. It made me become more and more lonely.
when i tried to call him, he probably sleep or busy working. When can i talk to him? I miss him so freaking bad.
Then, i decided to sent him a message
to: bae♡
hey, i missed u. can we talk?
seems like he's asleep now. Probably i should understand how busy he is. but sadly, i can't. i cannot stand it anymore. Its so annoying to know the fact that i actually have a boyfriend that never comfort me when i'm sad.
Should i break up with him?
I think i can let him go right now so he can focus on his main priority, his job. I know it will hurts me so much but i think its the best thing i can do to make him happy.
...and after i break up with him, all the precious 10 years of our memories will be nothing. It will only remain in my mind as a good memory until i die.
Suprisingly when i am about to turn on the tv, mingyu called me.
"Yeoboseyo?"
"Hey, whats up?"
"Nothing..ya- i miss you"
"Nado...let's meet up."
"Right now? Its midnight."
"Just open the door."
I'm actually shocked that he unexpectedly came to my apartment at this time. I'm super duper excited to meet him.
"hey." I immediately hugged him really tight. damn, i miss him so much. I miss his giant and broad body. "I miss you." I whispered.
"i miss you too. I'm sorry to make you feel lonely these days." He kissed my cheeks. "Hey, i bought you these." He handed me a small plastic containing my favourite food, ice cream.
"MY FAVOURITE!" I automatically screamed. He always know what i want. "Hey, come in. Lets eat the ice cream together!"
"I actually want to talk about something."
"What is it?" To be honest i'm expecting to hear some good news from him. However, he told me that he need to leave korea for his "important" work. I'm actually not that shock that he chose his job over me. Well, i know that i sound so selfish but the fact is that its actually easier for him to find a new job rather than finding a new girlfriend,right? In addition, he's a very smart person and people need him.
"Hey, don't overthink it." He smiled while taking my hand.
"How? Its not easy....."
"Its only a year, yeri..."
"A year? Its very long. How can i live without you?"
"I need to find some money,okay?"
"I see...you like money that much,huh?" I said that while slamming my bedroom door and lock it.
I can't believe it. I can't imagine that he actually think money is his everything.
I'm so done with you, Kim Mingyu.
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[AUTHOR NOTE]
i guess....its NOT tooo late to publish this sequel ;) hope you enjoy!
i'll publish sequel 2 as soon as possible. see ya♡
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