i,m sick to the core

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its been......2 days..? 3 i don,t know and i don,t want to...i have been sick to my stomach for the past few days...i can,t even get out of bed without throwing up, as i lay on my bed i just think about how thick that blood on my hands was. every once in a while i through on a little smile to trick my mind into thinking i,m okay but...i know i,m NOT...i,m finally deciding to try and walk around again...*1 minute later* okay i finally got up, my legs hurt i feel like my insides are eating me alive. it hurts but i,m doing it anyway, i started walking to the operation room were Marie was testing some acid with other chemicals, as soon as i walked in Marie looked at me with a shocked look on her face. she told me that i should not be out of bed and that i had the flu, this did not surprise me since i knew i had some sort of illness, Marie told me that she was going on a date with this guy she met and she told me to go back to bed. i felt angry! i did not want to go back to that room and lay there and feel like i was dying, i must have made a expression on my face that shocked Marie because she yelled at me to stop that evil smirk on my face....i did not even know i was smirking she also said that my eyes were looking directly at her as if it was tearing through her soul like knives being thrown at a target.

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