Liam's Pain

Chapter 11: One wrong move, to many

                                                 11:00 oclock

   Well Its now or never. I get into the shower and feel the warm droplets on my back. I want to stay in the shower and just wash all my worries down the drain. I cant. I have to be ready by 12: 20 then be at Niall's at 12:30. Its a short drive to his house so Im not worried about the time. I get out of the shower and see the steam rise off my body. I suddenly feel a chill and shake it off. I run my hand over the bathroom mirror to clear the fog. I get dressed in blue jeans with a plain white t shirt and a a simple jacket. It will do. I blow dry my hair and model it into a quiff. Then I brush my teeth.

                                          11:30 oclock

I spray some colone on and make sure I smell nice. Brea always says she loves my smell. My phone starts to ring. I pick it up to see the caller I.D its Brea.

"Hey Babe! You ready for tonight?!" she asks

I stutter but I dont want her to know Im nervous. "Ye-Yeah Im getting ready now."

"Ill see you at 12:30 looking all nice and handsome right?" She says

I smile into the phone "Yes Ill see you then. Bye love"

"Bye-bye" The phone clicks off

Im so nervous about this party. What if they ask us to sing? What if they have drinks there? What if Brea finds someone better? Maybe I shouldnt go. Im worried Ill ruin everyones fun. Maybe.

I pull out my phone and text Niall "Lad Im kinda nervous.I think Ill ruin everyones fun if I go. Its kinda my first party- Liam"

"Dont worry lad, its just nerves. Youll fit right in. Youve got us now. So shake it off and get your ass here soon!-Nial"

I smile and close my phone hes right. Ill be fine. Its 12:15 now Im guessing I should just head over there. I slid my keds on and head for the door.

*

I arrive at Nialls house and everyones standing outside chatting. Brea runs over to me and embraces me into a big hug.

"You smell so good Liam!" She yells

"Thanks love, are you okay?"

"oh thats nothing she just had a few shots inside to settle the nerves" Niall yells

The boys all look over and laugh.

"Alright well lets get this night started" Harry yells.

We all pile into Harrys moms mini van.

The drive took about 15 minutes and we all sang along to the radio. The lads looking at me and smiling. Since they havent heard my voice till now except Niall.

"Were here" Louey yells

"The party has indeed arrived" exclaims Niall

We all pile out and head into the door way. There are a ton of people here. I dont make much eye contact and Brea pulls me through the crowd. We arrive in the kitchen were the drinks are. Niall starts to smash them back. Harry laughs and spots a girl acrossed the room who he proceeds to chat up a bit. He is such a flirt. I dont know how he does it.

I grab a cup thinking its water and swig it back. I cough and gasp. "What is this!?"

Niall laughs. "That there is pure vodka and you smashed it back like a wuss. Do it like this" He smiles and throws his drink down his throat like it was nothing.