A Book for You

11:11

I tend to stay awake by this hour. Usually because I don't sleep very well and because I like staying up late. For me, the night time is where I can truly be at peace and think things through or maybe just enjoy a movie or two and play video games until I smash the controller out of frustration cause I'm loosing but nothing to worry about.

The time I was alone, by this hour, I was wide awake doing absolutely nothing. I used to wait and look at the time until it was 11:11pm to make that cliche wish that everyone does when its 11:11. I'd always wish for some company. It didn't even to be someone that's right next to me in bed. Instead, someone that keeps me awake at night while texting. 

When I was alone, by 11:11pm I would turn off my phone because I didn't had anyone. I was alone, no friends, colleagues, not even the voices in my hand made me company and when they do, they made me breakdown and I cried myself to sleep a lot of times because of them.

Before, at 11:11 I used to wish for at least the smallest of company. Someone that will make me smiles. Now, at 11:11, even though that my wish might've came true, I wish that you would be here with me, in my arms snuggled up. Nothing dirty or anything of that nature. Just you and me cuddling and snuggling until one of us falls asleep and then wake up the next morning with a smile on my face because you are here with me. I don't have to be anywhere else in the world because I am in your arms and you're in mine and that's the greatest place in the world. It's like a Happy Place in the middle of Hell.

It's 11:11. My wish came true. What is your wish, baby doll?