What Made Me Complete

Chapter 2: Old self

Castiel P.O.V

My name is Castiel Dy Sterling, born on Jun 16, BR-26, to a family of lykos. When I was small I couldn't consider myself as one of them, even though I was born to a family and to a community of lykos. Why? You may wonder. Well because I was born human. I was an outcast to my family, community and even to the humans. Though I love my family, for 7 years I felt like I had no place to where I belong to.

That was until I meet my missing half, Kratos, my wolf. I still remember that day, like it was yesterday. I was 7 years old when we meet.

As a 7 year old boy, I was sick of of being stuck in my room all the time. I had spend most of my life trap in my bedroom because I was born weak. I really needed a break from the four walls that keep me cage in, even if it was for just a day. So I came up with a plan.

My plan was to wait until both my parent were to busy to notice me leave the house. That perfect time was when my dad was bathing my little sibling, and mom was preparing dinner. All that I need was determination, and that I had, which made the plan to snuck out successful.

As soon as I step outside I ran as fast as my little leg could take me. Once I arrived at the nearest park I felt like I was going to faint, so I layed down on the green grass to catch my breath.

I catched my breath and open my eyes, to see the clear blue sky being illuminated by the bright shining sun. I have seen it from the windows in my room, but seeing it from a window does not compare to what I was seeing at the moment. As far as I could remember, the last time I was that excited and happy, was when my little sibling were born.

Once I was done staring at the sky, I stood up but was still feeling weak so I grabbed the nearest big stick, to use as a cane. For an hour I got the walk through the park and enjoyed the scenery.

As a kid, I had a big imagination, I would pretend to be a warrior going on a journey to save my friends, just like the stories I have read in my room. Back then I would constantly wish for friends, so imigination was a way to cope with my loneliness.

As I was focus on the birds and other animals, I failed to notice a group of kids walking towards me. Normally no ever dare to come close to me, since everyone knew I was weird. The only ones that did, were Etaine and his friends and he doesn't like me. So it was clear that they weren't coming towards me to have a friendly chat, but to bully me.

The leader of the group, is not really named Etaine, it's actually Elaizer, but I don't bother to call him that. He has always hated me because in his mind, he should have been the next in line to become the leader instead of me, who was born a weakling. So I decided to name him Etaine which means jealousy, which I found it in a book I was reading, fits him well, right. Of course back then, no one knew that I secretly called him that.

As the group of bullies surrounded the me, they started laughing and saying hurtful things, things that I couldn't change, things that I was already insecure off. I have already told myself those exact same words but hearing it from other peoples mouths made it worse. Back then not only was I not physically strong but I as well was emotionally weak. All that I just wanted was to escape from there, to run away, to feels safe.

"Weak" said the boy of his left.

"Foureyes" said the one at the back.

"Useless" said the one at his right.

"PATHETIC" screamed Elaizer. His word were the ones that hurt the most, Because I knew it was true.

As tears ran down my cheeks, as Etaine pushed me down while calling me a pathetic weakling. That's when I realize that even though I wanted to fight back I couldn't defend myself or had anyone that could protect me. My only choice was to run. Some may think is a coward move but in my situation it was the only one I could make. Run to live to see another day, and so I did. I ran as fast and as far as I could, without looking back.

As I ran, all that was in my mind was the fact that I hated that I was born different from the rest of my family, and community. I was born a human, plus a very fragile kid, I was sick of always using an inhaler because of my asthma, sick of my bone hurting, sick of needing to use those annoying glasses to be able to see. I could barely even walk at times. I was sick of being weak, I want to become strong, but my stupid body couldn't translate my dreams, but even though everything seem impossible for me, I still wanted to fight so badly.

When I was finally safe, I laid against a tree catching my breath. I soon realize that everything's seem different, I didn't feel like I usually did, I didn't feel tired anymore, I no longer felt weak. My glasses were actually stopping me from being able to see, everything seem so blurry with them on.

I decided to remove my glasses and once I did, I could see more than perfect. I could see the birds in the distance that rested on the top of a pine tree; chirping and crying for their mother, but my vision wasn't the only thing that seem to become different. I could also hear the running squirrels that were fighting for nuts as if they were next to me. I could even feel the vibration that the ants made as they climbed the tree in search of food. Everything was new to me, it was as if all my senses had become 10 times better. NO, 100 times better.

I was very confused and mesmerize by everything, that my new world started to spin. I was not used to it at all, everything was overwhelming, that it caused me to pass out.

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AN: So far, what do you guys think? I hope you guys enjoyed it 😆 Feel free to leave any comments.