~Jack's P.O.V.
(TRIGGER WARNING and you should listen to the song, i really like it. You can listen to it while reading, enjoy :))
"Your just a disappointment to everyone, do you really think Mark loves you? Your such a gullible idiot. He only saved you for pitty. Who wouldn't help a suicidal mental person like yourself. No wonder why your girlfriend left you for me. In fact, I enjoyed hearing her moan my name. Why dont you jump off a cliff and die to pursue my wishes."
I widened my eyes as he said that to me. He walked out of the classroom and my vision got blurry. There were tears in my eyes. I burried my face in my hands sobbing. He's right, im such a fucking disappointment and I should kill myself.
*time skip :(*
After school, I left quickly to go to my house. I didnt want to be spotted by anyone, which was quite easy because it was raining. On the way, I saw Mark walking alone. I wanted to talk to him so bad but I also knew Felix won't be far behind. But I didnt care. I tried to call for Mark
"MA-" But I immediately stopped. I saw Felix come out of no where, run beside Mark and put his arm over his shoulder. I stopped mid tracks and looked at them. I saw Mark, someone with a very colorful soul, a heart made of gold and someone who will change the world. I then looked down at a puddle and saw me. A pale face that shows no color, my eyes, drained of happiness and hope from all the tears that have been shed over the years and my heart, damaged and broken, much like myself..
'I may already be dead'
Tears fall as I run away. I run to my house. I lock myself in my room to cut away on my rists. Exept this time, one slash for every time I have been torn. For every time I have been beaten..for every time I have been broken...for every time I have been damaged..
Ive been defeated.
(No message from Author Chan for dramatic effect)
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FanfictionMark is new to a school in L.A. He is absolutely oblivious to what people he will find (Jackaboy, of course) and his ex. Jack is almost over the limit with depression. Almost. Jack's mother died from suicide and his father drinks to forget his probl...
