Mixed Feelings (A Logan Lerman Fanfic)

Chapter Three

Sunday came around and I literally spent the whole day packing for this two week vacation at the Lerman's holiday house. I have to admit, I was rather excited to be going to a holiday house on the beach, but I had knots in my tummy because I was going to be spending two weeks in the same house as Logan. 

I knew the weather was going to be great, so I packed a few dresses, shorts and cute tops. I also packed a few cute bikinis because I knew I was going to go swimming at least once. 

On Sunday night I was getting really nervous because in just  twelve hours we would be on our way to the holiday house with the Lermans.

Early Monday morning, I woke up, showered, dressed in some shorts and a tank top and did my makeup. I was ready just in time. As I walked downstairs with my luggage, the door bell rang.

"Mom! Dad! The lermans are here!" I yelled out. I walked over and opened the door.

"Hey Larry," I said. "Mom and dad will be out in a sec." 

"All good love. you can leave your luggage at the car, ill put it in soon. you can hop in the back with logan." Larry said. My heart dropped. 

"What about Lindsey and Lucas?" I ask, curiously. 

"No, honey, Lindsey and Lucas have chosen not to come! It's just you and Logan!" He said excitedly.  I just smiled trying to look as happy as I could. Once mom and dad got out, Larry and dad helped load the car and mom hopped in to sit next to Lisa. Dad and Larry hopped in the front. There was no more delaying, I had to get in the back with Logan. I opened the door and hopped in. I felt Logan look at me. 

"Hey." I said, not looking at him. 

"Hi" he replied back. This was going to be fun. It was about an hour drive which was great. At least I had my iPod to distract me. 

About half an hour into the trip Larry yelled, "you two in the back have been really quite! I thought you'd be chit chatting away like there was no tomorrow!" 

'Uh yeah.. There's just nothing to talk about.." I said, and Logan laughed. I laughed with him, and for a moment, just a single second, it felt like things were back to normal with us. But just as quickly, Logan realised, and stopped laughing and went back to looking at his phone. I felt my heart sink. Maybe we would need to try a little harder to make things alright between us. The rest of the car trip was silence. I was almost relieved when we arrived at the house. 

We all got out of the car and looked around. It was beautiful. It was like a beach shack, only bigger. Much much bigger. I had fallen in love instantly.

“Logan can you please show Alecia to her room?” Lisa asked Logan.

“ah, yeah sure. Wheres your stuff?” he asked me.

“just over here,” I walked over to my suitcase. “its okay, I can grab it.”

“no, please. Let me.” Logan offered. I let him take it. He led me into the house and up the stairs. He walked straight ahead, down a short corridor and at the end of the corridor there were two doors on either side.

“thats my room in there,” Logan pointed to the door on the left. Then he pointed to the door right across from it. “this here is your room.” He opened the door and put my stuff in the corner. I was in shock. The room was amazing. It was themed like the beach: the walls were divided in half, the top half was painted white and the bottom half was painted a pale blue, sea shells in frames across the walls, four post bed, and a balcony with the most amazing view of the ocean.  

I was taken out of my daze when I heard someone laughing behind me.

“great, isn’t it?” Logan asked.

“yeah... Yeah its... its amazing” I said, struggling for words. Logan laughed.

“well, I guess ill leave you to it then.” He said.

“yeah, thank you.” I replied, and as Logan turned to walk out I said, “hey Logan, wait,”

Logan turned around and looked at me with those beautiful blue eyes. I've always loved his eyes.

“yes?” he asked curiously.

I suddenly thought that what I was about to do might be a horrible idea. But I asked him anyway, half expecting the worst.

“umm.. well.. I ... I was wondering if you maybe want to take a walk on the beach later on today?”

Logan smiled slightly.

“sure. Hows after dinner sound to you?” he asked. I was shocked that he had said yes.

“yeah after dinner sounds good!” I replied enthusiastically. Logan laughed

“okay, I'll seen you then,” he said, with a smile, and walked out, leaving me alone in  the room. I smiled to myself. Maybe this vacation wouldn’t be so bad after all.

hope you're liking it so far! I'd love to know what you guys think, so leave some comments! what do you think will happen when Logan and Alecia go for a walk on the beach? - Sabrina x