Frozen To The Touch Boyxboy

chapter 1

Being alone is the worst thing possible. Not having someone to talk to or hug when you're hurt.... That's what my life was like. My name's Billie Tuttle and I'm adopted by two amazing parents who have accepted my sexuality with open arms. I'm 5'7, 16 years old,with blond hair, pale skin, green and blue eyes, thick lips and thick thighs with a small waist.

I have scars on my thighs and hips because this world we live in is fucked up behind repair, just like me. I'm gay and as you can probably guess no one and I literally mean no one at school accepts me. I get death threats and the beatings and all the hate you can imagine. I keep up with all my grades and bust my ass off in school and work at a diner.

Another thing about me.... Ever since I was raped at the age of 12 by my ex and his best friend my gift was released. As I said before I'm adopted and have no fucking clue who my real parents are. When I say gift I mean curse. My heart froze over after I was raped and I literally mean that. After they did the sexual part they started beating me and that's when the air got cold and I felt something break inside me and next thing knew they were frozen.... Literally.

I've gotten some control of it as the years went on but I still didn't trust myself to be close to anyone. I learned that my power is tied to my emotions so I decided being alone was probably the best option. That's why I took some pills I stole from my mom.... They make me numb from all emotion so when I get beat at school I don't feel anything emotionally.

If it wasn't for the pills I would've unleashed my inner Elsa on them bitches. I was on my way to the diner so I can start work. When I got there I said hello to my boss and started my work. That's when a guy, a sexy one at that, walked in with his friends. The tallest one looked at me in the eyes and smiled. I'm so fucking glad that I took my pills this morning, I thought to myself. ," Hello, welcome to boomerang diner," I said.

", We would like three steaks with a large basket of fries," The tallest one said. I nodded and write down the order and gave it to the chef. After it was all cooked I served them. After then I started working more as the place filled up and his group stayed there the entire time. After I clocked out, I was tired and I was hurting everywhere.

I started my walk home and but then a nice car stopped and it was the guy from the diner. He was fucking hot, he was 6'4, short brown hair, sexy jaw line, light golden brown eyes, dimples, and he's muscular as Fuck. ," Hey, do you need a ride? My name's James," James said.... His voice was deep and oddly comfortable.", Uh yeah sure. My name's Billie", I said with a small smile.

He had a small smile as well, which really looked cute on him. I know I shouldn't be talking to him because of my problem but I was desperate and lonely. Maybe I can learn how to control it and then I can be happy, I thought. ," So do you go to school here?" I asked. ," Yeah I just moved here from Jersey," he said. ," So are you gonna tell me your address? I mean, I like driving around around with a cutie in my car but you look tired as Fuck," he said. Holy shit did he just call me cute? I blushed but the mentally slapped myself. The pills were starting to wear off.

I told him my address and then we started going that way. ," So tell me about yourself," James said. I looked at him and he just smiled showing off his dimples. ," Well, I'm gay, have no friends, the school hates me, and I love to read," I said. He looked at me with a hopeful look in his eyes. ," Well, I'm 17, play all kinds of sports, I'm bisexual, I live in a huge ass house with only my parents, little sister who I love to death, and my maids," he said. ," I know we just met but maybe we should hang out again. You're pretty cool and I like that," he same with a smile and a look in his eyes.

I was so fucking excited that when I looked at my hands they were starting to frost over so I covered them with my hoody and tried to calm down. We pulled in front of my small house. ,"Are your parents here?" He asked. I shook my head," They're always working so I'm home alone pretty much all the time," I said in a sad tone.

," Well it was nice meeting you. We're gonna hang at school where you want to or not," he said with a cocky smile.
," Okay we can hang. But I literally have no friends Because of my sexuality," I told him with sadness in my voice. He put a reassuring hand on my shoulder which sent shocks through my body and as soon as he went to say something my hoody was completely frosted over.

He looked at me with a look in his eyes and before he could say anything else I opened the door and the handle frosted over and I ran to my front door and opened it and slammed it shut. What in the actual Fuck just happened?

My power is growing stronger and Its going to suck. What am I going to tell James?

A/N: This is my first book so give me a break if it sucks. Just know I'm trying and I will get better. Also I'm going to try and make the chapters longer and all that.