I sat there looking at the glass of water on the kitchen table. I stuck my hand out and put my finger tip to the edge of the glass and waited.... Nothing happened. Oh my fucking God this is the fifth time and I still got nothing I thought. I tried again and this time I was beyond pissed. I slammed my hands down on the table and gasped. Half the table was frozen.
For once in a long ass time I was proud of myself. I sat back satisfied. I missed two days of school so I could practice, also to avoid James but he's the least of my problems right now. Then suddenly there was a knock on my door. I stayed sitting knowing that it was James.", I know you're in there Billie!" James yelled. Ugh fine, I'll just face this head on, I thought. I stomped to the door and opened it. ," Yes James?" I asked with an innocent smile. He just walked in without my permission. ," You've missed two days of school Billie. What the hell!?. Not only that but you somehow froze my fucking door handle so I can't open it," he said. ," Well I don't know what to say," I said. God I'm screwed. ", Please don't tell anyone. Everyone already hates me and I don't need another reason for them to hit me." I said begging him.
" I'm not going to tell anyone Billie. I'm not that big of a dick, plus I kind of like you. The only thing I want you to do is tell me what's going on." He said and I knew he was telling the truth. When he said he liked me my hands started to frost over. I knew I could trust him. " Fine, I'm adopted and I have no clue who my parents are. So I'm guessing my powers came from one of them. I didn't know about my power until I was 12. I was walking home one day, I was drug into an alley way by two guys and they raped me. After that they were about to beat me to death and something inside me broke and next think I knew they were frozen." I said with tears in my eyes.
I've never told anyone what happened. He looked at me with sad eyes and came over to me. He hugged me and let me tell you, it was the BEST feeling I've ever felt in my life. I was bawling and he just sat there with me in his arms as we rubbed my back. I noticed he was shivering and he looked at me weird. ", Uh Billie your eyes are glowing blue... Should I be worried?" He asked with a small smile. I could see the fear in his eyes.
I went to the bathroom and gasped. My eyes were really glowing. ", Holy shit they really are." I said with amazement. My eyes were glowing blue. Now I know how to control my power, just control my emotions. James left after his mom called. I went to the shed in the back yard and stepped inside. I'm going to practice my power, I thought. I concentrated on the back of the shed and held my hand out and then back wall froze over. I smiled with pure joy.
I went to bed peacefully that night for the first time in years. The next morning instead of wearing baggy clothes I wore black skinny jeans and a white long sleeve. I looked in my mirror and was kind of amazed. I looked beautiful. For a boy I have huge thighs and butt. These jeans made them pop.
I met James at the front of the school and he was looking at me wide eyed.... He was checking me out. ", Wow Billie... You look amazing." He said with hungry eyes. ", OH by the way, would you like to go out with me on Saturday?" He asked nervously. I smiled but kept myself under control. I smiled and said," yeah I would really like that," I said with a blush.
When we walked in two guys who were a little shorter then James walked up to us and smiled. ", so is this the famous Billie we've been hearing about?" Jake said. The other one is Jayson. They play basketball and baseball... That's the only reason I know them. ", Shut the fuck before I castrate you," James said with a blush.
My first act of getting over my fear was this. I got on my tip toes and kissed his cheek and then ran to my math class. God I hope he doesn't hate me after that, I thought. Eh who am I kidding. He asked me on a date so he must like me. Actually today has been really good. I haven't gotten one insult or anything At all today. The day just dragged on from there. At lunch I felt arms rap around my waist and I got scared for a second. My hands frosted over but went away after I figured out it was James.
I'm still scared that I might lose control one day and hurt him. He kissed my cheek and I blushed. ", Hey baby, did you think I was gonna let you get away that fast?" He asked with an evil smile. ", So there's this party going on at Jake's. Wanna come?" He asked. I've never been to a party. I don't think it would kill me if I went. I nodded and said ," Yeah sure. But this is my first party so don't expect too much." I said. He laughed and hugged me and kissed me on the lips. Holy shit that was my first kiss. I was a blushing mess.
During lunch we held hands and kissed. At 8 I was already wearing my grey skinny jeans and a grey long sleeved shirt. I took one of my pills just in case. There was a knock at the door and I got excited. ", Wow you look fucking amazing Billie." James said in amazement. ," Thanks. Let's go. Promise me you won't leave me or let me drink too much." I said. ", I promise Billie. I won't let anyone do anything to you." He said.
The house was fucking packed and trashed. My mom would rip me a new asshole if our house looked like this... Well when she's home. ", Do you want something to drink?" He askes. I nodded, he handed me a red solo cup filled with some clear stuff. I drank it all and coughed. That was beautifully disgusting. He laughed and we went to Jake and Jayson. ," Hey Billie." Jayson said. I said a quick what's up.
A lot of the time me and James were kissing and all that but an hour later he was nowhere to be seen. I asked the boys and they didn't know either. I went up the stairs and heard his voice. I opened the door and stopped completely. He was making out with the guy who used to beat my ass everyday. The guy who made me want to die. ," BILLIE STOP!" James yelled.
," Really James? You couldn't even be loyal to me for more than 72 hours." I said. My heart was hurting and it was getting hard to breathe. My hands were shaking and I was getting light headed. I ran outside in the warm night. I knew my eyes were glowing blue. I felt the tears that were going down my face freeze. I looked up at the sky and held my hand up. Clouds started to appear and I heard thunder.
I put my other hand up and the clouds covered the entire sky and then it started snowing. I felt the temperature drop. I put my hand down on the street concrete and saw that it I've started to cover the entire street. A bolt of lightning came down and struck a car and it exploded. I went home and as soon as the door closed I broke.
I'm tired of being lonely. I put my palm up and a snow flake appeared and it made me smile. I know I fucked up. ," I have to try and fix this storm. I shouldn't have done that." I said in a whisper. I really have to learn how to control this power.
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Frozen To The Touch Boyxboy
FantasyThis book is about Billie Tuttle who is trying to control his magic while James catches in interest in Billie. Billie gets bullied and everything else that comes with the gay package. Come along as they fight depression as well as inner and outer de...