***This will be a bit inappropriate***
My friend has a tumblr and she goes to the weirdest pages. One day she showed me a boy tied up with a gag in his mouth riding a dildo. Before that wouldn't have bothered me in the slightest. But for some reason I really didn't want to see that. I screamed and pushed the phone away. Later that day after school, she showed me more things way worst than that. And honestly I had to keep from throwing up. And then without noticing, I said, "If I wasn't asexual before, I'm positive that I am now." We laughed and continued to talk about the video and how stupid it was. But most of that time I sat and thought about what I just said. 'I'm I really asexual?' 'How could I be sure it was just a video.' So to "test it out" I went home and watched porn. And to my surprise, I didn't like it. To make sure I stayed quiet about it and me and my friend continued to watch those videos after school. They got worst everytime. So I finally got it through my head that I am asexual. I haven't watched porn since then. Right now only my friend knows. I don't want to tell anyone else because I'm scared of what they're going to say. But one of these days I'll find the right time to tell them. But until then it's kind of my little secret.
A/N: Thanks for reading this if you have any questions go ahead anf ask. I'm an open book..... Well, about most things. But I will be 200% open about this.
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I'm Asexual
Short StorySo a few months ago I found out I was ace. And here is the story. It's a bit inappropriate but I'll keep it to a minimum. Hope you enjoy.