*Vivian's POV*
My dad's here... Why is he here. Make him go away. My phone where's my phone.
Kian is right, I need to call the police. I dialed 9-1-1 but I couldn't press call. I let my phone fall out of my hand and hit the floor.
The guys came into Sam's room. I'm guessing they knew who's room I was in cause that's the only room I know. That and the bathroom downstairs.
"So that was, um, your dad...?" Ricky said awkwardly.
I nod my head slowly
We all heard pounding at the door and it soon flung open.
"WHERE THE FUCK IS SHE!
IM GOING TO FUCKING BEAT YOUR ASS WHEN WE GET HOME!"
The guys hurried down stairs to get him out.
Jc came over and whispered to me, "Stay quite. If you want you can hide in the closest, there's a hidden door stay in there if you hear him in the room."
His voice was so soothing.
Jc stayed in the room with me and locked the door. I heard footsteps followed by Connor saying, "Sir we need you to leave or we will call the cops."
I got scared to how close he was so I opened the window.
"What are you doing?!" Jc whisper-yelled.
"Trust me I'm not going anywhere I love you guys too much." I gave him a fake smile and grabbed my stuff and went into the closet.
"My dad may be stupid but I'm certainly not" I gave Jc a wink and hid in the secret 'room' in the closet.
Once everything was closed and alone I turned on the flashlight from my phone and started to silently sob.
I dug threw my backpack looking for my small clear case that contain happiness.
Once I found it I removed the small blade and held it to my wrist.
Well there goes three months.
Three months down the drain.
One for every word.
One for every tear.
One for ever step.
And one for ever breath.
One, two, three...
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What seems like years I finally heard a knock on the small door. At first I didn't move, then I heard a voice, "Babe come out." It was Sam's.
"Babe?" I said. Still not opening the door.
"Just come on out, please. He's gone I promise." He pleaded.
"I can't.." they can't see my arms.
Up and down, wrists to shoulders.
"Why not Vivian? There's nothing to be afraid of."
"Yes there is."
"Come out here and tell me so we can protect you."
"You can't protect me from this."
"Yes we can." Kian came into earshot.
"No..not from myself you can't."
There was a moment of silence before I said something else, "please don't freak out or yell at me or-or cry or anything like that."
"We can't promise until you come out." Ricky said.
I slowly open the small door and step out of the closest with my head down.
I'm ashamed of what I've done.
I hate myself for it.
I want to die.
I regret it so much.
"Vi-"
"No. Don't say anything. I know, I'm a freak. I'll-I'll just leave.." I said cutting off Sam.
I grabbed my things and started walking out of the room until I felt someone grab my arm.
I wince in pain.
"You are not going anywhere you hear me? You are staying here and I'm going to keep you safe." Sam pulled me close to him and hugged me.
