as you can see, i've restarted my rant book. this is the new image i want to present online. because this book was a little too crazy at first. ___________________________
i have a mental illness.
i really hated telling people this, at first. mental illness. that sounds so...wrong. like there was something wrong with me. and people made me think that more.
my name is julia, and i have an I.E.D, better known as Intermittent Explosive Disorder. what does that mean for me? the slightest things provoke me, and it sends me into a rage i can't control. i've made mistakes. a lot of them. some, i can't even remember, because i go into a blackout rage. it's terrifying, and i and i felt like i had no control over my own self.
to put it simply, i was scared of myself.
and honestly? i still am. i had to stop writing my books for awhile (why i've only updated damaged and nairwolves) because the hate used to drive me crazy. so, that's the truth about me.
what can i do? that could be what some of you are thinking. just please, don't provoke it. don't drag me into drama or fights. don't share gossip with me. don't dare me to go off my meds. don't make jokes about my anger.
thank you for listening.
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