Hey guys :) you’re going to hate me after reading this chapter …. It’s actually really short, but I didn’t want to add step 8 along with this, you’ll probably see why …
Disclaimer: The poem in this chapter is Unrequited Love by Aimee Fairchild.
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Chapter 8
STEP 8 – Part 2
Niall’s POV
Relationships are a pain
especially loving someone in vain
knowing that no matter what you say
He loves someone else that way
Feeling like you’ve lost your best friend
knowing he won’t love you in the end
hoping one day he will change his mind
wishing that your heart he would find
Wanting to talk to him hours on end
even when you know he loves him
watching him play with his curls
wishing it was you instead
Knowing one day you’ll make it through
but all the while wishing it was just you
that’s the feeling of unrequited love
something most definitely not from above
Harry’s POV
I literally ran out the door, leaving my mother with a mere “Be back later mum!” I could barely contain my excitement. I wonder how he would react. I would probably freeze up or something stupid but no matter what I knew that after that moment, everything would be perfect. Niall and I would be perfect.
I was now stood by Niall’s door, breathing heavily, not because I was out of shape but because I was scared of this moment right here. I knocked lightly and looked anywhere but straight ahead. I looked down and saw these two boys playing and it reminded me of a young Niall and I.
The door finally opened and I held my breath. “Ahh Harry, how are you?” I could breathe again. “I'm good thanks and you Maura?” she smiled sweetly. “I'm good thanks, well Niall is in his room, and I won’t keep you any longer. Good luck.” She gave me a soft pat on the back and pointed me towards Niall’s room.
It was finally happening. I knocked softly on his door. I never did that but I felt that it needed to be done. “Mum I told you that I wanted to be alone.” I chose to ignore that comment and open the door softly.
“It’s me, Harry.” I waited for any movement from the blonde who was on his bed turned away. “Niall?” I asked when he hadn’t moved. This isn’t how I wanted to this to happen. What was I meant to do now?
He finally turned over. What I saw shocked me. Niall had tears streaming down his face, eyes bright and red. “Harry, I'm so sorry. I didn’t mean to make things awkward it was purely unavoidable but I should have tried harder.”
I opened my mouth, ready to interrupt him. “No, wait, just let me finish. I am so sorry okay and I will keep saying that! I didn’t want you to hate me or anything. I should have just stayed normal and you know what, I’ve realised that I should.”
I was actually scared of where this was heading but I wouldn’t interrupt and put my two cents into it. “I still want to be your best friend, nothing more, nothing less, if that’s what you were afraid of. I don’t have feelings for you or anything I just thought you felt weird about what had happened and that was my biggest fear.”
NO, NO! I didn’t like what was happening. Niall didn’t want to be with me? He didn’t like me? “I know you want Louis and I will definitely finish your whole crazy plan thing so that you can have him and be happy, I promise.”
That’s what I wanted right? I wanted Louis, not Niall. That’s what this whole plan was about. What was I thinking straying away from that path? I wanted Louis, not Niall. “Niall, I was never mad at you at promise, that’s what I came to tell you.” I knew that I was lying but he didn’t need to know.
I had been mistaken before. I misplaced my feelings of missing Niall with love. How silly was I? I almost laughed my idiocy. I didn’t love Niall; I just missed my best friend. “I missed you Niall.” I leaned in and hugged him.
“I've never been so glad to hear those words ever. I missed you too Harry, and I'm sorry.” That was unacceptable. “You don’t need to apologise Niall I promise, we’re good.” He pulled away from the hug. “Okay now, let’s not get awkward so that we can finish this plan of yours and make sure that you get Louis.” I truly had the best friend ever.
I almost chuckled to myself when I thought of how I had come over to tell Niall that I loved him. I loved Louis, not Niall. LOUIS, NOT NIALL. NOT NIALL.
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Questions
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2. What do you think of Niall’s feelings?
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