Hiding My Love(Phan)[✔]

Hiding My Love (pt.1)

[Dan]

Dear Diary, July7,2016

Day: 426

Its been about 426 days I've had this journal in my life and all the pages are about Phil. I cant go on with this. Phil and his girlfriend, Bella are the happiest and I need to understand that. I've been trying really hard for Phil to notice that I'm in love with him. Ever sense Phil and I have became friends in 2009, I've fallen for him so hard. I can tell he's very happy with her. Im happy for him, just not happy for myself. I'm not happy for myself because I let Phil away. I had so many chances to tell him how I feel, I just blew it off and said I was either tired or sick. But that isn't a lie.

I'm tired of having this pain.

I'm sick of feeling this way.