Hiding My Love(Phan)[✔]

Hiding My Love (pt.11)

[Phil]

I have no clue anymore. Do I like Dan? No. You cant just love your bestfriend. I felt empty everytime he was gone. Do I say something? Do I breakup with my girlfriend for him? Now thats a bit too far when he doesn't even like you back.

True.

Dan and I don't really talk because of that night. Its awkward for two straight men cuddle and hold hands. That is weird.. right? I mean, I can't have feelings for him and I am not sure he has feelings for me. Plus that night was a month ago, I should just forget about the one time thing, we were probably just desperate.

I was on the phone with my girlfriend and Dan walks into the living space and gets his phone off the charger. He must have slept on the couch tonight. "Oo where are you going?" I smirked, probably to hangout with PJ and Chri-

"On a date"

Three words. Three words made my heart fall. My heart fallen, and it broke. No way to fix my heart. "Babe?" I heard on the other line. "Oh sorry, beautiful. Just talking to Dan" Dan looked like he has forgotten something and went back to his room.

"Babe? Want to come over tonight? Dan isn't going to be here so we have the place to ourselves"

Ofcourse Dan came in the room as I was saying that sentence and he just slammed the door, making our 'Muse' photo frame fall and break. I ignored it.
"Sure! What time?" "How about in like.. 30 minutes?" "Sounds great, bye Philly"
That made me mad. Only Danny calls me Philly. We hung up and I took a shower and got ready for her to come over.

I've never had my first time so I hope she's up for it.