secret poems, rambling thoughts, and else,
by faragals
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puisi rahasia, pemikiran yang bertele-tele, dan lain lain,
oleh faragals
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March 6th, 2016
a poem (a screw everything-and-just write type of poem, i'm sorry for that) about what I felt, based on lots of things around, and for you.
i miss you like the phrases everyone creates like the traditional "bird waiting for the moon" like the dog waiting for its owner at the train station but you never own me but maybe im just being delusional maybe im just being me unlike you unlike you being one of the most sane person ive ever known youre not living in my community of wanderers, of people laughing at the inevitability of the cruel society filled with people like your friends
i miss you like the typical crazy as im a strange human adoring a misunderstood angel such as you but unlike your friends you are a blooming lily standing up straight within a field full of sharp thin grass cutting my feet and my heart and my sanity you are a friend of mine whom i just recently discovered before everything seems so right and after there was just knowing between us
i miss you like you miss your dead mom torture me torture me because my mouth has constructed lies torture me because these foul lips of mine are two total losers they said the hurtful truths they said things you wouldnt want to hear but sadly none of the things i write are lies and i begin to turn, becoming one of your friends you wont realize it sooner or later but none of these are your faults these are me just being me
i miss you like i miss loving and fondness of the scraped opinions about affection towards boys boys with their bright skin and pink pouty lips i liked the brown eyes illuminating under the sun having colors the messy hair and the anti social their skinny hands and unlike you unlike me now you with your tanned skin with your stiff hair with your willing to live with the power pulses inside of your green blue veins you with your dreams and fears and the eagerness of being successful
i miss you because ive been missing the way we talked in the most unoriginal way being inauthentic but realistically just right im being inconsistent being a full blower of constant adjectives i am a nonsense but then again im me just being me maybe thats why you tease me tease this fragile fourteen year old girl with an urge to pour out her rambling thoughts her ability to design a total insincere feeling and a fake adoration but she with a genuine love towards you and sadly none of the things i write are lies
people changed just like both of us and theyre not going to be your friends nor mine but missing and blaming are the cores of this whole literature and i miss you just like this poem
-Faragals-
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pic: credits to weheartit
personal note:
-(my poems are usually super obvious, maybe you guys a.k.a my friends can try to guess which poem based on who haha)
-crinckletommo , aku tau ini alay juga, sebetulnya aku tidak mempunyai doi maupun luka, tapi terimakasih atas tawaran baikmu, kawan. 😊