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"So um Yeah I - I like you Yoongi hyung." Jungkook scratches the back of his neck and blushes a deep red. Yoongi looked at the younger. He had waited years for this but now he didn't know what to do.
"Kookie are- are you sure." Yoongi asked.
"Yes hyung." Yoongi sighed.
"Jungkook look I - I don't think this will work out." Yoongi said and Jungkook's heart broke. He blinked rapidly to stop the tears and bit his lip.
"Kookie we have been friends and band mates for a long time, if we don't workout it will be awkward and hard for all of us even the other members." Yoongi took a deep breath. "Kookie look at me." The older boy hoped the maknae wasn't crying he would hate himself. Jungkook put on the best smile he could put on.
"I-its okay hyung, I wasn't expecting you to say yes to this anyway. I'll see you at home." The younger got up and walked towards the door.
"Jungkook-" Yoongi began but he was already out the door.
What did he just do.
***
"Yah Jungkook don't cry." Jimin sighed and pulled the younger into his arms. "SeokJin is worried about you. He won't stop texting me."
"I -I knew I shouldn't get my hopes up hyung." Jungkook sobbed and jimin frowned. Jungkook only called him hyung when he was sad or angry.
"It will be okay Kookie." Jimin sighed and hugged the younger.
"I just I - I love him jimin." Jungkook sobbed.
"Its gonna be alright." Jimin patted his back and cradled him for the rest of the night.
***
Jungkook puts on the best fake smile he could master. He didn't want the boys to worry and didn't want Yoongi to see his sadness. He didn't need pity. The younger walked into the kitchen and sat in between Taehyung and Jimin trying to ignore the stare Yoongi was giving him.
"Morning kookie you feeling better?" Jin looked at him concerned as he placed breakfast in front of the maknae.
"Uh yeah hyung thanks." Jungkook smiled and ate. He could feel Yoongi's gaze on him. He regretted having told the rapper. He should of just kept quiet.
Jungkook tried to avoid Yoongi as best as he could which wasn't hard considering Yoongi napped every time he could.
"Kookie you can't ignore him your whole life." Jimin sighed.
"I'm not I just want to wait it out hopefully he won't find it weird anymore and forget about it." Jungkook shrugged and went back to goofing off with Taehyung before Jimin could say anything else.
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As time went by the pain in his heart didn't. He still thought back to the day Yoongi rejected him and it still hurt. He tried to make it seem like it didn't bother him anymore, because by now the rest of the group knew about it even though they would never say it out loud. Jungkook wasn't sure how or from who but from the way the other 4 members treated him he knew they knew.
Taehyung had been the first to show it. They were in the practice room when Taehyung threw his arm around the younger.
"You know some people are just not meant to be but its okay because they are a lot of people in this world." Taehyung gave Jungkook's shoulder a squeeze before leaving. Jungkook was confused at first but soon caught on.
