|Words: 2668| (A) - angst| non-famous au| Warnings: none|
This was written but the wonderful JongGyuBaek
She's will be my new admin so some of the works will be made by her, she's really great enjoy :)
Also some music for my Spanish reader if I have any ❤️
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I remember how I use to look at you when we were kids. How I loved hanging out with you no matter where we were. Becoming closer and closer every day. Not wanting to leave you when I had to go home.
Every time we were separated it broke my heart seeing you leave. But it was even more fun to see you at school. How excited I was to see you there. Knowing you would sit next to me in class even if the teacher hated that. Letting you hold my hand secretly under the lunch table. Keeping secrets with each other. Whispering whenever the teacher was not looking at us. Seeing the way you would look at me just the way I would look at you. You just were so perfect in my eyes. Having my heart race too quickly. You were very special to me. I thought I was special to you too. But now everything is different. You changed, not me. You forgot about me. My existence was invisible to you. I loved you. I wasn't the one that separated us, it was you.
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Do you ever wonder why you meet someone? Like it was supposed to happen? How we meet would always bring back memories right? The way we would laugh at each when we did something stupid together. The way we would keep our secrets, always doing pinky promises. Do you ever wonder how it would have been if you didn't leave? How would it have been if we stay together for all those years? I'm not the only one that wonders that, right? Oh yeah, you wouldn't know. Cause you don't even care. Or could I say, don't even remember your own mistakes?
It's not like I can forget everything has happened to us. Is it just a dream right? Yeah right, only I have nightmares. They aren't even that bad anymore, they could be worst. But you don't even think of me anymore. I try not to let it bother me. It's not even that much big of a deal. Its okay, I'm fine...
Such lies...
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"Taehyung-ah, you need to learn how to share your toys." The teacher told me as I played with the car toys. I couldn't help but shrug while racing cars on the track. No one even dares to come to me anymore. I don't have any friends. It's normal for me to play by myself. Once I left the cars, others ran towards them and took them.
"But no one talks to me.." Everyone is scared of my imaginary mind. That everyone thinks that I am a weird person to talk to. That I'm acting like a four-year-old. Well I am only six, close enough right? I might look different for having brown hair but that wouldn't make him look weird.
"Don't worry, you will make friends. Trust me." She patted my head as she walked away. Looking over at the 'sonsengneem', she was talking to a noona and a boy around my age.
His black hair covered almost his eyes. Bunny teeth that would show off his smile. His eyes that were dark as night. His short body that could easily be thrown. He was definitely a little shorter than Taehyung. But his smile, it was actually really cute.
Like super cute..
The sonsengneem whispered to the noona while looking at me. I cocked my head to the side, giving her a confused look. Maybe she was telling the noona to watch out for me. For the boy to not talk to me. I headed towards an empty table, taking out some sheets of paper. Maybe some drawing will take things off my mind. I grabbed one of the crayons then started to draw a dinosaur. It's gonna a t-rex! I'll show it to eomma when I get home. She would be proud of my drawing, maybe I'll draw myself into the drawing t-
