Namjin (Insecurities)

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|Words: 1366|(F) - Fluff, (SA) - Slight angst (S) - Smut|Warning: none |

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Seokjin sighed as he looked at himself. He was so ugly. He may seem confident on cameras saying he's the most handsome from the group and there is times were he thinks he is pretty but truth was he was the opposite. He thought he was the least handsome of the group.

Why was Namjoon even with him? Namjoon deserved better then him. He deserved someone like Jackson nice body, handsome face, or someone like Yoongi. Ah Yoongi was very hot. Seokjin was plain. He was gaining weight lately from eating so much. He had no muscles unlike the rest of the group who had six packs. Jin looked away from the mirror.

SeokJin jumped when he heard the door knob wiggle. Someone was trying to get in.

"Seokjin? Open the door." He heard Namjoon say.

"Hold on." Jin replied quickly taking his clothes and putting it on. He had on a oversized hoodie with sweats. Jin walked over to the door and opened it.

"Sorry." Jin said and walked passed Namjoon walking to their room. Seokjin walked in and laid in bed f his eyes and sighing. Moments later Namjoon walked in telling the rest of the boys good night. He shut off the rooms lights and climbed into bed.

"Sleep well baby " Namjoon smiled pecking Jin's check. His arm went under Jin's hoodie pulling him close. Seokjin gasped at the sudden action. His eyes widen and pulled Namjoon's arm out.

"You okay Seokjin?" Namjoon asked. Jin always loved cuddling with Namjoon.

"I- y-yes I am, goodnight." Seokjin said pulling away from Namjoon. The rapper sighed but didn't comment.

"Goodnight baby, I love you."

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Jin frowned once again looking at himself in the mirror in his room. Tears started to form.

"Seokjin?" Namjoon walled in. Jin quickly wiped his tears away.

"Yeah Namjoon?" Jin smiled. Namjoon sighed.

"Baby you're beautiful you know this right." Namjoon frowned not liking how SeokJin was acting. Jin looked down and went to sit on the bed, turning away from Namjoon.

"I don't understand why you're with someone like me when you can have anyone, some one more talented and better looking then me." Jin sighed. Namjoon shook his head, he went over to the bed and sat in front of Seokjin.

"Why would I want someone else when I have this beauty with me." Namjoon reached for Jin's hand, but the elder shook his head and got up before Namjoon could grab his hand. Seokjin crossed his arms around himself. He let out a sigh. Namjoon got up walking over too his lover. His arms wrapping around Jin's waist from behind. Jin tried to push him off but the grip Namjoon had was stronger.

"You are the only one for me, no one is and will ever be as beautiful as you." Namjoon ran his hands up and down Jin's arms, he turned jin around.

"I love those beautiful eyes, the way you look at me or the cute glare you give the other members." Namjoon chuckled. Jin blushed and closes his eyes. Namjoon places a kiss on both eyes.

"I love your cute nose." Namjoon adds placing a kiss on the tip of Jin's nose. Jin opens his eyes watching Namjoon.

"I love how chubby your cheeks get when ever you eat, making you look like a cute hamster." Namjoon laughs, kissing both of Jin's red cheeks.

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