*Warning: triggering content*
Why are you like this?
No one likes you
Kill yourself
No one would care
What about Phil?
He'd get over it
No one really cares about me
No one would notice I'm gone
I don't make a difference in the world
No one cares
No one will ever care
Your mother doesn't even care
She would've gotten rid of dad years ago if she cared
She doesn't even acknowledge your existence
Your father hates you
Listen to him
You're useless
No one cares
Just leave forever
Everyone will forget about you
You never made a difference
You never fit in
You never had anyone care for you
Dan's voices came back as he walked up the stairs to his bedroom. He slowly opens the door and looks toward his bedside table. He walks over and opens the drawer and pulls out the knife. Then he gets a text and looks down at his phone.
Unknown Number: Go ahead, do it
Dan looks around, and out his window to make sure no one was watching. No one was there. Who could this person be that's making Dan's life ten times worse than it already is?
Dan has tears rolling down his cheeks as he holds his phone, staring at the screen. He throws his phone onto his bed.
He starts to pace, his hands clenched onto his hair.
He stops pacing and stares at his bed. He throws the knife onto the ground and starts to tear his room apart.
He flips his mattress in rage. He knocks over the bedside table. He throws everything off of his desk.
Dan walks over to where the knife landed and picks it up with fury. He grabs his sleeve and rips it up his arm. He looks down at the existing scars, tears burning his eyes. He adjusts his grip on the knife, holding it harder.
Dan clenches his fist as her creates new wound on top of the old ones that have barely healed.
Gay
Bitch
Useless
No one cares
Kill yourself
No one likes you
People tolerate you
No one can love you
No one loves you
No one cares
These thoughts go through his head as he adds cut after cut, scar after scar. The knife continuously tears through his skin.
Dan finished when he finally reaches the top of his arm. He's still crying and looks at the damage done. He instantly regrets it and slides his back down the wall, curling into a ball onto the floor and sobs. He cries himself to sleep.
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Voices (COMPLETED) #WATTYS2016
Fanfiction**Warning: Suicidal content** Dan feels alone Phil helps Dan is broken Phil is happy Dan is pretending Phil notices Dan tries Phil helps Dan is too broken Phil brings in sunshine But the voices in Dan's head are too strong
