I just kept walking until I found my self at the zoldyck household. I walked to the butler's place. " I need.... Illumi......... please " I said sadly with the aura still around me.
The butler's let me through. When I got to the mansion I knocked on the door. Silva opened the door. " come in..... I'll get him for you..." he said before going upstairs.
"Oh its you.... have you come to me now ?" Said the fat boy again. I turned to him, but didn't say anything.
"This is stupid...
Who would ever love me?
I've been betrayed more than once
I can't trust that illumi even loves me.
I'm a monster
I should just join my parents
Why?
Why does this hurt me?
Why?
.................
Im....................lonely"
I said as I walk out the door. It started raining as I repeated these words over and over. I fell to my knees crying. I'm loosing my sanity by the second.
I felt arms around my waste pulling me up. I turned to see illumi holding me. "Your not alone....... you have me.......I keep you sain...... you keep me happy........... that's why............ I love....you........."
He said quietly as I hugged him. He picked me up. I started to doze off. I fell asleep in the arms of my lover.
Time skip ~~~~~~~~~~~~
I woke up with illumi besides me. He was asleep. I played with his hair.
" I love you illumi and I always will....." I whispered in his ear.
Out of nowhere he pulls me into a kiss and I kissed back. I love him with all my heart. When we pulled away he hugged me tightly. "Promise you will never........... leave me alone..............." he said quietly.
" I promise I will never leave you alone. I love you too much to let go." I said hugging him tightly.
" I love you too red......".
