After I calmed down, Selena suggested we leave school and go to my place to pack my stuff. We snuck out of school and got into her car. I was still shaking violently. Selena placed a hand on my knee and I looked up at her.
"Are you sure your okay?" She asks. I nod and give her a fake smile. She gives me a weird look.
"What?" I question her.
"That was such a fake smile." She says.
"Well." I sigh. "I tried."
"Tried what?" She asked.
"To act like that didnt scare me to no end. I cant let myself get hurt like that, I cant let him touch me like that. Hell, I cant let anybody touch me like that. No. Not again. Never again." Exclaim with tears streaming down my face. I quickly wiped them away and buried my hands in my hair.
"It will be okay Demi, He isnt gonna touch you, but, What do you mean again?" She asks. I freeze.
"Umm. Nothing. I mean nothing. I didnt realize I said that, I dont why it did slip out." I studder out.
"Demi, Has anyone ever touched you like that before?" She asks.
"No." I say.
"Demi..." She trails off like she doesnt beileve me.
"What?" I ask.
"You know you can tell me anything right?" She asks.
"Yes." I say.
"Then tell me, Has anyone ever touched you like that before, without you wanting it?" She asks. By this point I am frustrated.
"No! No, no, no, no, no! What arent you getting?!? I already answered you! I told you what you wanted to hear! But, Obviously you dont believe me!" I yell getting louder and louder. She flinches at the tone and volume of my voice.
"Im just trying to make sure that your okay. You didnt look sure when you answered me and you said 'Not again. Never again.' So it's hard to beileve you." She says calmly.
"Lets just go." I say harshly.
"Demi, I-"
"Go." I cut her off. She sighs and drives off towards her house. I try to contain the tears begging to be let out. I didnt mean to snap at her. I really didnt. But, I almost let it slip, and, No one can know. No one.
