"What?" She asks not understanding what I said.
"I. Love. You." I tell her. She looks taken back for a second. She blinks a few times and takes a deep breath.
"Oh." She says.
"Oh. That's all I get?" I ask.
"I need some time to think Demi." She says before rushing out the door. I let tears run down my cheeks as I walk back to my cell. She hates me. She's always gonna hate me. I walk in my cell and Mikayla looks up at me. The smile that was on her face before slips off when she sees my tear stained face.
"Whats wrong?" She asks while running up to me. I shake my head not wanting to answer and go lay down in my bed. She sits next to me. "What happened Dems?" She inquires.
"She hates me." I spill.
"Who hates you?" Mikayla asks confused.
"Selena!" I yell. "Selena hates me!"
"Why what did you do?" She asks. I say nothing. I just sit there and stare at the wall. I have to choose right now. Selena or Mikayla. I let more tears run down my face as I look back at the last year. Selena has been there all along. Selena is still here.
"I told her that I love her." I tell Mikayla. Her hand that was once rubbing my back stills. Her face goes red. I know what I just did.
"You what?" She asks. I see the anger behind her eyes but if you werent looking for it she would seem as calm as ever.
"I love her." I stumble over my words. "And I told her that." Suddenly Mikayla is on her feet and she is walking around the room yelling things that I cant understand and her hands are in the air.
"How could you?" She asks. "I thought we were something."
"What? What did you think we were? All we do is have sex!" I tell her. She straddles me and pins my hands above my head when I try to push her off.
"I love you Demi and you know you love me too." She says.
"No I dont. I love Selena." I tell her. Her grip on my wrist tightens as she gets angry.
"You are going to love me." She grinds out while trying to undo the prison uniform off of me. I am yelling at her to stop and shes not listening. She eventually gets me naked and enters me with her fingers. It doesnt feel good like usual. She is being harsh and it hurts bad. I scream and yell trying to get her off of me, trying to get help. But no one comes. No body saves me.
