I sit in the waiting room shaking as I wait to hear news. My head hurts because im so stressed out by todays events. Im so afraid that a doctors going to walk in here and tell me that they lost her. That I lost her. That she's dead. I wouldnt be able to handle it if she died. I really couldnt. I love her too much to let her go, and if she dies, I will follow shortly after because I refuse to live my life without her. If she doesnt live, I dont deserve to either. I flinch as somebody touches me but give a weak smile when I see Jasmine stood by me. Jasmine has always been nice to me, She is one of the only people who is nice to me.
"Hey, I heard the news, What happened? Why are you covered in blood?" She asks.
"It's a long story, and I really dont wanna think about it right now." I told her as nice as I could.
"Okay, So let's not talk about that, lets talk about the fact that your in love with Demi." She says casually. My eye's widen and I look over at her.
"What? Psh, No, That's crazy." I lie. I mentally slap myself when my voice becomes higher at the end of my sentance.
"Yeah, Okay. So have you told her?" Jasmine asks.
"No, Not yet. Im afraid too. I dont think she feels the same way." I explain.
"Are you kidding me?" Jasmine replys loudly. "Have you seen the way she looks at you, She loves you too! I can see it, and when she talks about you at school I can see it. It is pretty obvious that you two are soul mates if you ask me."
"You really think so?" I ask.
"I know so, and as soon as your aloud in her room, I want you to tell her so that she can say it back and you can live happily ever after!" Jasmine exclaims.
"If she lives." I say sadly tears making their way down my cheeks again. Jasmine puts her hand under my chin and lifts it up to make me look at her.
"She will." Jasmine says.
"Dont lie to me, you dont know if she will make it or not." I tell her. I bury my head in my hands and start sobbing again. This whole situation is taking it's toll on me.
"Anyone here for Demetria Lovato?" I hear a voice ask. My head snaps up to the nurse and she looks at me sympathetically as she see's the state im in.
