Bella's Sister

Chapter 8

Octavia
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Jacob... Wow... Jacob Black.. He.. He..

Jacob Black is my mate..

I couldn't get it through my head. As I sit on my bed, the only thought is that. I can't stop thinking about him. He is all I think about.. All I dream about.. All that I want.. All that I need..

"Octavia..? Can I come in?", Bella's voice says at my door. She hasn't spoken to me since that day that she made me mad.

"Sure."

She comes in looking nervous and very ready for the worst. She stands next to the bed looking down at her intertwined hands.

I look her up and down then pat the spot in front of me. She looked surprised then quickly took a seat. I look at her expectantly and also confused to why she wanted to talk.

The last time she talked, she made me crush her wrist, made me go against my Alpha, and I was attacked when I saved her ass.

She sighed then looked at me with the most sincere look ever. "Octi... I am so sorry for what I said to you.. I felt horrible.. I feel horrible now.. I just... I've been going through a lot lately and it wasn't normal for me to say something so awful. It's just I've never seen Jake so happy and it made me upset that I wasn't the one that made him smile that much.. Please forgive me..", Bella lets out as tears roll down her face.

I sit there for a moment thinking then look back to her eyes. I nod then bring her into a hug. We hug for a while then she says something that surprised me.

"I want to tell you everything.. When I mean everything, I mean every single detail.", she says and I nod.

She tells me about Edward, the Cullen's, James, the Volturri, and other stuff. After everything she told me.. I finally understood.. I'm now aware of what goes around in Forks. It's not what people think it is..

After speaking for two hours, Bella leaves and heads to her room. I'm in my own world when I hear taps against my window. I get up and open it. There was my mate standing shirtless throwing pebbles at my window. So cheesy but it is very romantic when it happens.

I smile at him and he smiles back. "What are you doing here, lover boy? Couldn't stay away, could you?", I say smiling as I admire him. His soft smile and his dark eyes and dark hair. The way his skin is so smooth and his lips are so... Intoxicating...

"I couldn't stay away from the girl who makes my life worth living.. Is that a good reason for you to let me into your room?", he says with a boyish grin as his cheeks start to turn pink from blushing at the end statement.

I nod and smile. "Come up to the balcony. There is a tree over next to it.", I say then close my window.

I turn around he was already opening the door. I smile as he closes it and walks over to me. His intoxicating smell wraps itself around me.

He wraps his arms around me in a hug and he presses his lips to my neck. I smile and lean into his touch.

"I love you."

My heart stopped. Did he just say those three words that I have ached to hear from someone like him? If I'm dreaming, I never want to wake up.

"Am I dreaming?", I whisper holding into him for fear life.

Jacob nips at my neck slightly as his hands travel up my shirt to touch my lower back. "No, Princess... This is reality. Why did you want to know?"

I relax into his touch and I nip at his naked shoulder. "Because if this was a dream, I would never want to wake up. Its like if it was all a dream I would feel incomplete without you."