"You should've seen his face, Chris.. He seems... So genuine. Like he actually means what he's saying." You explained, crossing your arms in worry and guilt. You still can't believe you did that to Sebastian.
"Look, I know you still love him, and I don't mind that now that we're dating. But I was also there when he fucked you over and broke your heart.. Of course, I couldn't take you away from him that easily.." Chris said, walking closer to you, giving you a long and comforting kiss. "..you don't know how much I've waited for this moment. God, you're beautiful.. And I hate seeing you cry over him."
"Thanks, Chris.. I just feel so guilty. We shouldn't have told him about us, it's gonna kill him." You close your eyes, everything seems to be happening all so quickly.
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Later that night."Hey, I'm gonna go to bed, you wanna come?" Chris said, heading upstairs, you're staying at his house for tonight, only because whenever you see the ruins of what was left of you and Sebastian's time together, you can't help but feel a little empty inside, so cold that it keeps you up at night.
You're sat down in Chris' living room, watching whatever's on the television. "Yeah, I'll be up there in a bit, Chris.." You say, feeling so guilty because it seems like you're using Chris to get back at Sebastian. To get even, to hurt. What you feel about Chris is real and genuine, but not as strong and passionate as you were with Seb. You shrug the thought out of your mind, composed yourself and headed up to Chris' bedroom.
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You woke up to the sound of your phone ringing, it was probably three or four in the morning. You didn't check who it was, you just answered, eyes still closed. "Hey.. Who is this? It's three in the fucking morning, man.."*Hi.. I just. I just wanna hear your voice. I know you hate me, Y/N.. I hate me too..*
"Sebastian? Are you drunk??"
*Maybe a little bit.. Just.. Just tell me something..*
"What?"
*Lie to me and tell me you love me..*
"Don't make me, Seb.. And I wouldn't be lying.. You know I still love you. But I need to be away from you.. You're toxic and I'm struggling to breathe. I'm sorry.."
*You don't have to avoid me! We could still be together... Work things out. Like before..*
"I was stupid before.. I'm not falling for it anymore. Chris and I.. We're okay.. I'm not stressing out as much, he keeps me grounded. And that's just what I need right now, Seb.. I'm sorry."
*I'll prove to you, Y/N.. I'll prove you that I've changed now..*
"Sebastian you're drunk, if you wanna talk.. Talk to me sober. Good night." You whispered and hang up the phone.
Laying back down on the warm bed, you sigh, now you're never gonna be able to sleep.
"You should see what he's trying to prove.." You jolt up when you heard Chris say, his voice muffled by the pillow pressed against his face. "Sorry what?" you asked.
Chris turns around and faces you, his bed head made you smile, "You should see what he wants to prove to you.. I mean, you're always complaining about how he never appreciates you but it's you who never let him try an--"
"Seriously, Chris.. Whose side are you really on??" You joked, hitting him on his shoulders lightly.
"I'm on Team Us.. because as long as you two aren't at peace with each other. This will keep happening. And eventually it's gonna take a toll on us."
Sighing, you snuggled your head to Chris' chest, the warmth of it almost made you fall asleep, but your train of thought still goes back to Sebastian, you wonder if Chris is right. Should you let Sebastian drag you into his foolishness again?
Is it all worth it? You ponder for quite sometime before sleep devours you. Chris' arms wrapped around you, warm and cozy. But you can't help but get the feeling that it should be Sebastian you're sleeping next with.
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Afternoon the next day.Sebastian called you to meet him outside the hotel later at three. It was already 2:47 pm, Chris is with you trying his best to calm you down, holding your hands and the casual kiss on the head.
"Where the hell is he? It's already three!" You complained, crossing your arms and huffed.
"First of all, it's only quarter to three. And lastly, you gotta calm down. It's all gonna be fine!" Just after Chris said that, a familiar black sedan parked in front of you. Finally!
Sebastian hopped out of the car, smiled and waved at you. "Hey, Y/N!!"
He rushed towards you and gave you a welcoming hug, "Chris." Sebastian said coldly, looking at Chris with a hint of anger.
You turned to Chris and said goodbye before getting in the car. Followed by Sebastian driving off.
The car ride was quiet for a few moments until you got sick of the silence and asked, "Seb, where the hell are we going? This road is heading out of town."
"I told you I'm gonna prove something to you. Just sit back, we'll be there in about an hour."
Annoyed, you just sat back and rolled your eyes at him, you slip into a heavy sleep. The sense of knowing Sebastian is just a few feet away from you kept you feeling comfortable and safe.
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You jolt awake by someone nudging you on the shoulder. Sebastian, of course.
"Hey, hey.. Wake up, we're here." He says, smiling warmly at you. Looking outside, you rubbed the sleep out of your eyes and yawned, you can hear Sebastian chuckling beside you and glared at him.
"Where are we?"
"We're gonna meet someone. I need to make sure you know how I've changed. For you.."
You took a clear look at the driveway of the house you're parked in, a two-storey house, enormous glass windows everywhere. It looks like the houses you see in magazines. You look at it in pure amazement, gasping at the sight.
"Whose house is this Seb? Are we gonna rob it??" You joked, laughing shyly at him.
"I wish.. Well, come on. Let's go."
You two got out and walked to the gates, it was humongous! All mordernized and classy. You snap out of your fascination when you heard it open.
Sebastian urged you to come inside, and you did. Only to see a woman, in her late 20's, wearing a nude cocktail dress, sparkling diamond necklace hanging. She was tall and intimidating, but not taller than Sebastian. She raised an eyebrow at you, then proceeded to smile and greet Sebastian, "Honey! You finally came to visit me!"
She was about to give Sebastian a kiss on his lips but he stopped her, you felt your world stop and turn at the same time. Stomach turning into pure disgust, you know who she is. You know for sure.
"What is that?" She pointed at you, "..is she your new help?"
You gasp, not only because of the insult, but because of Sebastian not doing anything about it. You start to feel tears forming on your eyes, waiting.. You took a quick look at Sebastian and he spoke, " Y/N, this is Maggi."
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Womanizer (Completed)
RomancePairing: Sebastian Stan x Reader POV: You Disclaimer: All photos, videos, names, places, events and other stuff mentioned are not mine. The only thing that's mine are the plot. Warning: Be warned that some of these involves mental illnesses such as...