What Hurts the Most

The feels

Kimberly's P.O.V

It's day two of this whole "wear what Helena says thing" and I am sick of it. Helena purposely bought almost all revealing clothing. There are shirts in this closet, that look like bras and pants that look like butt floss for giants. It took Helena 30 minutes to decide what outfit I was going to wear. Helena came over to my house at six o'clock this morning to help me get ready. Apparently, she doesn't trust me to wear something that looks decent. But what she considers sensible, I classify as skimpy. Yesterday I barely made it through the day with my shoulders exposed, how in the world am I suppose to survive with my shoulders and legs revealed?

"Kimberly, this is going to look so cute on you." Helena argues pointing at the outfit laying on my bed, but being the stubborn child I am, I shake my head in disapproval."Oh come on you have the figure, the legs, the complexion and a butt big enough to pull it off, like what is your problem?" Helena continues. "You know what? I don't even know why I'm arguing with you, you don't have a choice, you have to wear whatever I tell you to wear for two months, no ifs, ands or buts, end of dicussion. So get your butt in the shower, so you can get back out here and start your makeup" Helena says in a sargeant of arms tone. Reluctantly I do what she says and start what I hope isn't a daily routine with Helena.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Before Homeroom~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Jeremy's P.O.V

It's 8:15 and I am standing in front of Kimberly's locker waiting for her and Helena to get here. Since yesterday I can't seem to get Kimberly out of my head. I just keep picturing her walking down the hall, with long confident strides, and I realised how much I wanted her. I mean I always felt a special way about Kimberly but I didnt know whether it was best friend special or potential girlfriend special.Just thinking about the way her cheeks were heated, after that Tyler kid walked her to our table, made me feel jealous and aggrevated. I could never pursue a relationship with Kimberly. I'm probably friendzoned for life, we grew up together, we're dance partners throughout middle school, I was there to comfort her when her dad died and we've slept in the same bed together and nothing happened. Curse girls and their stupid friend zone.

My thoughts are crushed when the girl I was waiting for finally came walking down the hall, and my oh my was she killing me right now. I don't want to stare but how can I not. Eveything my heart could desire. I don't think I have ever seen Kimberly wear heels, but she should more often. Kimberly's wearing a pair of nude coloured boots than makes her toned legs appear elongated. As my eyes travel up her body, they see a short navy blue skirt with brown buttons accenting her wide hips and small waist. On her upper body she's wearing something that resembles a bra, it's pushing against her chest making it look perkier and left her lower somach and navel naked to the world, but out of modesty she wearing a grey cardigan thing to cover her arms and back.

As Kimberly and Helena approach me, I grow more and more embarassed thinking of how heated and flustered I feel. If I feel like this, imagine how the rest of the male population at this school is going to feel, and once again I am jealous and aggravated.

"Hey Jeremy, sorry for being late but Helena and I had a little dispute this morning" Kimberly says, but I am too distracted to respond because I am too busy staring at the blue sparkle above her eyes that make her soft brown eyes stand out.

"Jeremy don't you think Kim is being a little over dramatic?" Helena says while walking over to me and resting her hand on my shoulder and I just shrug not knowing what they are talking about. Sensing that I'm totally lost Helena continues speaking." Kimberly thinks that she left the house naked and that she looks like a hooker, tell her she's wrong" Helena says fluttering her eyelashes.

" Yeah you look hot." smooth Jeremy, smooth. I want to smack myself in the head for that one.

"You don't think it's too much, I mean look at my boobs they're pretty much touching my neck." she says innocently while looking down at her chest. Kimberly, I'm trying to be a gentleman by not looking at your chest, don't tell me to look at it.

"Kim you look fine don't worry about it okay" and before I can stop myself I have my arms around her hips embracing her, and unaffected by my sudden gesture she places her arms around neck, hugging me back. I am so lost in the moment, breathing in her scent, that I forget Helena is there, that's until I hear a click.

"Awwww aren't my best friends just the cutest." Helena coos while looking at a picture she took on her phone of Kimberly and I hugging. Both Kimberly and I go over to look at the picture, and in all fairness Kimberly and I do look like a couple, and it's evident that a small part of me wants that. I mean Kimberly and I have a strong friendship, but to be able to be in a relationship with her would be special. It'd be special but I just don't know if I want to risk our friendship. I'll have to find some way to keep my growing feelings at bay, until I know for sure that what I'm feel is real. Who am I kidding? I kow it's real I just can't admit it, well aloud at least. I really need to get out of my feels.

" Yo what's up Doc?" and when I look around to see who the voice belongs to, I see it's that douche bag, Aaron. " Kimberly did you know that the pupil dilates when you see something you like." Aaron said looking at Kimberly hungrily.

" Yes and the point is?" Kimberly replies oblivious to where Aaron is going to take this. God Blees Her. I mean she's so blind to flirtatious behavior. She's not the kind of girl to swoon at cheesy pick up lines. Unfortunately, that just makes it harder for me.

" Let's just say that my pupils and my iris are probably the same size right now, nice legs by the way." He grins, his eyes scandalously roaming up and down her body, which is literally making me sick and I can't stand it anymore, so I try my best to get out of this blood boiling situations.

" Guys sorry to leave but I ah.... have some stuff to get from my locker so can I have to catch up with you guys later." I say looking Kimberly straight into her beautiful big brown eyes. Man is she pretty.

" Yea I have to leave too, I have to meet Dereck you know, couple stuff " Helena states making gross but funny kissy faces at Kimberly.

" Eww gross, no visuals please" Kimberly says while scrunching her petite nose. Her innocence is so attractive and she has no idea.

"Well since your friends are leaving, how about we make an early start to biology class?" Aaron says with a stupid smirk on his stupid face. I don't know why I'm behaving so jealous towards this dude. I'm not jealous of him, I just don't like the way he's looking at her, it sickens me.

"I guess so, see you at lunch Jeremy." Kimberly says with a toothy grin.

"Yeah bye Kim" I say simply. As I watch the two of them walk down the hall, a pang of jealousy hits my heart, but my heart smiles when I see her push him away when he tries to take her bag. I just hope Kimberly doesn't slowly start to fall for him, like I'm falling for her.

"Look Jeremy stop drooling over her and let's go." Helena says knowingly.

"Don't you have someone's face to be sucking right now?" I reply childishly.

"No I figured if you were making excuses to leave the two of them alone then why shouldn't I?" Helena retorts.

"What do you mean leave them together, does he like her or something?" I ask getting kind of worried.

" Not that I know of, but it's obvious that you do." Helena says

" Yeah and your point?"

"Oh my gosh Jeremy, that's so cute" Helena squeals. Crap!! I can't believe I just said that. Now she knows." Why didn't you say anything before?" Helena continues.

"Because we're friends and I don't really feel like confessing my feelings to you especially in the middle of the hall way." I whisper shout.

"Okay fine, I get it but you are going to tell me, even if I have to beat it out of you." Helena says in a quirky tone but somehow I know she's not joking.

"Okay what ever, see you at lunch." and with that I walk away and leave Helena in the hall way smiling to her self.

Just as I'm about to walk into my Physics class I get a message alert. I look at my phone and see that Helena sent me a picture. It's the picture of Kim and I hugging in the hallway and it's captioned.

'Hey Jer, I don't know about you but this pic gives me The feels'