Summertime Fling Or Could It Be Love *on hold*

beach tears

“Noah wait” mason laughed as he stumbled down the sand bank after me, I started laughing along with him in my drunken state causing me to fall over onto the soft sand, I lay back and closed my eyes loving how amazing It felt in this moment, I started to grab random handfuls of sand then let it all gradually fall from my grip.  “Would you stop running away from me” mason laughed again as he pulled me onto his lap, I wrapped my legs tightly around his waist while my forehead rested on his.

“I’d never run away from you” I beamed then placed a kiss on his lips, we sat in silence for a few minutes both loving the sound as the waves crashed against the rocks, music being played far off in the distance and both our heartbeats, which were beating in sync it would seem. Believe it or not this was only or second meeting together the first of course being at that bar Toby had dragged me to, it’s not like we even spent long together a few drinks while we danced a while, a make out session in the bathroom, he asked for my number and I gave it to him which lead to out meeting today. It started with him ringing me at about 11 in the morning asking if I even remember him. Of course I did he was all I had thought about since he left me in that bathroom. We ended up meeting, the day was perfect, mostly spent on the beach getting to know each other but as it got darker we ended up drifting into some club, and that brings me to this moment.

“want to go to the fair tomorrow?” he asked all of a sudden, making me lift my now throbbing head from his so we were a few inches apart, “it’s just I came here with friends and I can’t ditch them, so if you want you could come with us, bring that friend you’re here with” this was great toby would get to meet mason and since he was all I had talked about all morning I guess it was time he got to actually meet him, or more in his words to make sure he’s actually real.

“I’d love to”

noahs pov  

“A what” I finally managed to get words out, they may have been quite and sounded just as broken as I felt but I needed to ask them.

“A summer time fling, we fucked but now we get back to our real lives, I have a family and I’m sure you have well whatever you have, was that your guy or something out there, You really do go for older ones don’t you” his voice was snarky, it sounded nothing like the sweet one that whispered cute things in my ears before.

“he’s my dad actually, and what we had was not some cheap little thing you have on holiday, we fell in love and I know you felt it too, how can you tell me you have a wife and kids when you love me” I screamed at him now, he’d cheapen what we had.

“Gosh calm down, I don’t love you, I love my wife and kid. And we” he gesture his figure between us “did not fall in love, we messed around, it’s what everyone does when their on holiday, just get over it” and with that he walked out leaving me standing there breathing heavily, was this all a dream because it sure felt like it.

After a few minutes of simply standing there wishing myself to just wake up, I walked out the bathroom and back into the diner, I looked over to see mason now sitting with his wife, while his son sat on his knee, the sight just made my chest tighten even more, so I looked away not being able to stand the sickening sight anymore, which meant I was faced with my dad’s fuming face, again. I walked straight over to him picking my bag up off the floor, “I forgot I have an project with toby to do, I’ll see you at home later” and before he could speak I walked out the door, finally letting the tears shamelessly slid down my cheeks.