Things She Couldn't Say

Best Friend !!

I know this was the longest and the worst temptation we ever had. I know both of us were at faults and we've already forgiven each other. I'm not trying to get you back because that will be asking for something that I don't deserve. All I want to say is " I miss you ". I miss those days when we were together not worrying about anything, that love and understanding that could make any couple jealous. The days when problems were not yours or mine but it was ours. My " I am fine" phrase and your " No you're not" phrase.your "start taking care of yourself" phrase and my "what are you here for then" phrase. I miss the old you, old me and the old "Us".

Things have changed now. I've started keeping my problems to myself. I don't feel sharing my issues with you is my right at all. I still read our chats and it's amusing how dramatically things have changed. Out last chat says " hi,hi,hi and hey" all the hi's on different days I didn't even realise when does that "hi" turned into "hey" as if we are strangers now. I still don't reply to you but I'm sorry that's because I don't know what to say. The bond between us is not there anymore.

Even now,when I look at you and find you already looking at me, I don't know how to express that pain I feel. I know it's painful for you too but you just conceal it behind you tender smile.

Now,we both are standing in a different paths. And I have this bad feeling that after few days we may not be with each other anymore, school will end and like many other people we will also be in actual different place. But remember one thing we are not in any type of animosity, no matter we talk or not,we meet or not, we maintain contact or not. You will always be my BEST FRIEND. I expect nothing much but just a corner in your heart where no one else would ever enter. I want you to say to people " it's my best friend's place". I may not need to say all this but I feel I won't be able to get back to you ,but a part of me will always reside in you and vice versa.

And at the end I believe whenever I'll be at times of trouble you'll be running back to me for my help. Cheers to this everlasting friendship and love.
Sorry for all my mistakes and thank you for everything you've done for me till now!