When I look at you, I stop thinking.
I don't know what is it, I don't want to fix it or fix us but, it's hard to stop looking at you when you're around. Do you miss me? Are you strong enough to let it all go? Yes, I guess.
It's terrifying to live without you but asking you to come back is worse. You left me and walked away like I meant nothing to you EVER. And I left everyone and everything for you because the only thing I wanted to be constant in my life was you. It's sad how I had this hope that you'll change because you loved me. I punish myself everyday for believing in you. And you know what's even worse? Realising that someone you love does not love you back. I continuously blame myself thinking that I have done something wrong, that I am not good enough. But wait! Do you know know when I look back and I see us ,I realise that you never loved me. I am better of without you.
Because no matter how hard you try somethings just can't be fixed.
YOU ARE READING
Things She Couldn't Say
AcakIn this book you'll read some thoughts of mine , some quotations and some random notes that I've wrote during my good and bad phases of life. that might be related to your life or maybe not. But that should not stop you from reading this book please...
