Say You Want Me( Rierra fan fiction)

Chapter 7; A Night To Remember

Hey everyone!! I desided to make a quick update this evening, hope you all have had a great day, i know I have thanks to my BFF!! Hope you all enjoy the stories and if you like you could post a comment and tell me what you would like to happen with Rierra and I'll see what I can do! That's all enjoy!! :D

Sierra's pov

We had sutch an awsome time at the resturant and now we were going up to Ramin's hotelroom. I have no idea what to expect and I can't say if I love Ramin to actually sleep with him tonight since Tam and I just broke up and I don't want us to go so fast, but I still hope that Ramin does'nt think that I'm going out with him because I need a sholder to cry on, even thogh I know he would pass the ice cream and the tissues right away but I'm not sad about it I just don't ever what to talk about Tam ever again. 

I'm turning a new page were I know Ramin will be in a lot, right now I don't know what he is to me. He's been showing me the more romantic side of him that I've never seen before but then again he is in the middle of a divorce so maybe he's just looking for comfort. 

I want to be intimate with Ramin tonight i do. It's just going to feel so akward! perhaps we should'nt do it tonight, Summer always says that you can't kiss on the first date, then you definetly should'nt be sleeping together on the first one eaither. 

Perhaps if we just have some wine and a talk and then I can go. I don't want Ramin to look for something serious at least not tonight. He opened the door with his card and let me get in first, that's the kind of a gentlemen he is, Tam never did anything like that.  Ramin took of his suit and I must admit that I help my breath there for a second, he has always been 'hot' but I've never thought of him as ' attractive' at least not in that way. I looked out the big window. There was no moon tonight...oh God! Brings me back to beneath a moonless sky...

Ramin was standing next to me and I felt his warm hands on my cold sholders. I had to close my eyes and hold in a gasp. I can't believe we could come to this, how did we get here? He turned me around, and I could'nt look into his eyes, if I did then I knew it would be over. He lifted up my chin and smiled, I smiled to, at least I tried to. 

"have I ever told you how beautiful you are?" he said with a flirt and that just made me laugh. "haha I don'nt think so beacuse that I would have remembered". I said I looked around a bit more and turned to face him again only I was a bit far away from were he stood. 

"When are you going to get an apartment?" i asked but then I changed my mind, what if he moves back to London when Phantom is finnished? I don't want to lose him...

"Sie, I have been thinking about that and on you, I know you ahve your family here and I have mine in London..." I cut him off, I knew what he was going to say. This relationship was over before it even started. 

"It's just a sea between us, nothing to worry about" said with tears in my eyes. I managed to kep them in but it was hard. "Sie we just started dating, and when I'm done with Phantom it's not going to change anyting about us and I'm not staying in London forever, yes I'm living there but it's only my second home." he stoped himself and gave out a long sigh. " Your my home Sie, I've missed you, I love how you take me on a ride everyday I guess that's why I love you". I turned around and faced him, he looked right into my eyes. 

"You love me?" I said, but not with confusion, but with love. "Yes I do, I never stoped" he said. I came closer to him and took of my high heels." I love you too Ramin!" I said. Finally. It felt so good to say it, he made eye contact and I just could hold back the tears anymore, I did'nt fight them back, it was imposible not to cry of joy when your in a precance of someone like him. 

He came closer and smiled at me. He had both of his hands on my cheeks and kissed me. I wilingly kissed him back, but sudenly our kisses became more passionate as he pulled down my dress and made it fall to the floor. I look of his shirt and I guess we both have been readdy for this for a long time even though our minds said something different our hearts told us the truth.I was'nt ashamed or embaresed. I was just happy to be with the man I loved.